A Saturday at home~~~

haaaa~~~ feeling quite slow today.. Just spending my time reading books that i'v bought last night...and now i'm getting bored again for there's no new book to read anymore... Just finish reading The Night World Series Vol.3...I cant wait for the last book in that series...it just keeps getting better!!! hahaha~~ I feel like i'm dreaming now as my w910i is usable~~ its been a while since i used it~~~ plus i'm quite happy last night eventhough i sleep late..bcoz i've been ym-ing with that person that i adored so much~~ I've sent him msgs but he never reply..but he'll always reply anythg that i sent thru fb or ym...and last night we talk a lil'...but never touch that sore subject that's been nagging in my mind and tugging in my heart...haaaa~~~ But i'm convinced by my friend-who happens to be a guy-that if that guy ever asked you to be his gf then he really meant it eventhough he sounds like he's joking~~~ Well, i hope that what he said apply to the one i adored too~~ Coz no matter what, i'll wait for him...i will...unless he found someone else... Heck, its not like i never waited on people b4... I've waited for my first crush for about 6 years..and he still doesnt know it..i gave up, once he had a gf...hahaha~~
So i guess, 6 months or 1 years, would be ok with me....thats all i can say for now... Just couldnt stop talking once the subject is about him~~~ kyaaaa~~~ i am hopelesss romantic~~~
X.O.X.O <3

My love is awake from its comatose state...Finally!!!~~

I'm just so happy now~~ couldnt describe it with words...i even forget about my unsure feelings towards that particular guy i've been falling for... My love is the name of my W910i...which is not in a good condition for about 5 months...i've send it to this one shop in town,and the person told me that it cant be save anymore.. But i wont give up,wont give in on this love~~~<3 so i gave it to my uncle who happen to know some experts in hp..and i guess its true that he's an expert coz my love is alive now!!!! Its a miracle!!! Well,it does cost me a lot,but atleast its ok now!!! Gosh~~~ I'm just speechless now...and i keep shining and laughing all my heart content until my siblings cant take it anymore~~hehehe~~ Well suzie, i guess we both got good news about our phone now dont we..hehehe...
X.O.X.O <3

Ocean Travel~~~<3

Some day, a long time from now
These rays of light
Remember the trip
I took to be next to you

At a seashore far away
At the end of the sky somewhere
Keep the precious memories
Of you and me
A blinding vision of azure
You’re my sea
When I gave you my hand
Your dreams broke into white pieces

I’m planning on taking a long trip
A voyage deep into the sea
The smooth, silvery ripples
Take my body to you
A blinding vision of azure
You’re my sea
When I gave you my hand a white
Burst of your smile
You know, too, that I
Love you very much
Wrap me in your softness

I wish someone could write a love song for me..like this song..it's so sweet~~<3
i know i could be a very jealous person if i'm in love..but i've learn my mistake and i hope that i could control my feelings more this time around if i get into a relationship~~*sigh*
X.O.X.O <3

Time's flying by~

Day by day past by without we even realize it... Sometimes we get mad for a very slightest thing. Well you see, i'm not a very patient person sometimes and when i'm mad towards someone, i wish they would hurt the way i did too. Sometimes i regret it, but most of the time i dont..
Well,today is the day that my age increase by one digit... I get restless for no reason last night, didnt get the quality sleep that i should be getting. And today, i kinda feel numb, empty...i dont even know what i'm feeling..maybe because it's the first time i'm not at home celebrating my bday... But then, my mum called and told that she wants to send me the cake that she made for me..and then, she called again asking if i want to go home~ i definitely said yes! and I'm feeling euphoric, supercalifragalisticexpialidocious to be at home right now and celebrating with my family~ haaa~ what a day~ and i'm getting older..i guess..but i still feel that i'm not matured enough for my age~ I'm still blur about what i'm going to do after i graduate, dont know where to go, what to do~ My future is still unsure for me bcoz i'm not the only one to decide~
Well,as time goes by, hopefully i will know in time, before it's too late~
X.O.X.O <3

Twisted Euphoria

Euphoria: a feeling of serenity or joy beyond words. And lately, i've been feeling this euphoria..a feeling beyond words, it's like i could say supercalifragalisticexpialidocious the whole day~~ Such heavenly feeling~ LOL~
But at the same time, i'm feeling the twisted euphoria feelings too. Just dont get it with the kind of people who can't even see other people happy, they just have to go and ruin the day for us. As if they have no life of their own but to destroy other people happiness.
Lately,there's a lot of stuff that gives me euphoria, such as, i have a room on my own ( i can do anything without worrying what other people think..hahaha), i dont need to put up with those leeches that i've known(blessed them for being far away~ hah!), no need to pretend and being hipocryte in front of those leeches anymore( but sometimes, i did if i accidently bump into them..hahaha..sharpen my acting skills actually~)
X.O.X.O <3

Tomorrow and Tomorrow~

First entry:
Reason for doing this blog is unknown yet~ LOL
Will think of what i will write in here later <3
Maybe will use this blog to share what i've experience in lfe right now...whether it's sad,happy,irritating,anger...everything that are experienced by everyone too i guess~

That's All 4 2day~