...reaching out...

the cold creeps slowly

into my body

and now its reaching my heart

when my hope seems completely lost

it feels like my dreams are gone

it feels like the sun thats been shining on me just fade away

and you feels like a dream to me

when the lights went out

naraj©11

xoxo ♥

...unexpectedly...

and so you came

unexpectedly and sweetly

and little did I know

I've fall for you again

I'm confused and scared

coz its hard for me to open up my heart without a care

and this heart won't settle down

and now I'm scared of what you'll do

Never have I feel so happy

like you make me happy

feeling like I'm that little girl again

innocently in love with a guy she barely knew

maybe its a curse for me

for being too happy with you

now the storm have come unexpectedly

and I'm not ready to let you go

naraj©11

xoxo ♥

...sometimes...

I just crave for something else

I just crave to write down my thoughts when i'm unable to

I just crave to sing a difficult song with high notes when I'm not supposed to

I just crave to be asleep in my bed when I'm busy

I just crave to eat anything I want with afraid of what it'll do to my body figure.. ;p

I just crave to have clear skin without my acne getting worse

I just crave to be with my family when I'm far away

I just crave to watch english literature midnight movie with daddy..again...oh how i wish!~

I just crave to be at the grave visiting daddy and talking to him

I just crave to have someone I can depend on and feel loved

I just crave for someone that doesn't even notice me

sometimes,

craving can makes your heart feel sore

naraj©11

XOXO ♥

...Jar of Heart...

addicted and falling deeply with these words and melody

Christina Perri - Jar of Hearts

No I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love
I loved the most

I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

Who do you think you are
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are 

It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises

And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are?
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?  

(will be singing this song for a while till I found a new love song for my heart ☻)

XOXO ♥ 

...it's like...

walking around in this world of words

some words makes me smile

some words makes me think

some words makes me wanna be better

some words makes me laugh

and some words just can't be interpreted by my head

words can be interpreted differently by different people

in a different tone with a different meaning than what it supposed to convey

it's a tragedy really

now I'm rambling along the lines that i don't even know where it's going

your words, your playful promises

makes me smile and daydream, hoping it will be true

your words, your stories

makes my head ache, coz you're too complicated

naraj©11

xoxo ♥