....this is it...

I'm tired...

it feels like my heart is wearing a lot of clothes that are soaking wet...

and now it feels heavy and I can't take it anymore...

I'm a pushover...I know that...

and all I want is someone who can accept me for who I am and make me strong with his love...

I know it's impossible for me to find someone as perfect and handsome and tentative as Jeon Jin Ho (Personal Taste ;D)...but at least all I want is someone who really cared for me the way he cared for Kae-In...huhuhuuu..

The silence you gave...the action you did...i guess i am deleted in his life...

so I decided to move on!!! I'm saying goodbye to you..and hope you're happy with your decision!

and as for my soul brother, I'm thankful for you and glad that you're around..but I'm tired of being this way with you...being like a rebound every time you broke up with someone...I'm done...It's exhausting!

and I've had enough...maybe I couldn't be sarcastic to you guys and end it the way I should, but I guess I have to do it this time...coz my heart feel cold wearing this soaking wet clothes day by day...

From now on, I guess I'm going to wear some kind of armor and lock my heart to protect it...hahahhaa

gonna throw away the key...and if someone stumble upon it..be my guest...

I have a weak heart...and I really need to learn to protect it...I had to...

coz nothing else works...I keep giving a piece of me away, but in the end i lose it...

I'm not regretting any of it coz I learned...but I know how weak I am to let this stuff keep repeating in my life and hurt me over and over again...

I guess, its much more bearable just to admire from afar...

and I have tons of people around me that are admireable...hahahhaa

and once my very own version of Jeon Jin Ho found me..I'm gonna hug him like this! tehehehhee... ;p

but for now...i'm done with everything...

I deserved my own Sang-Go-Jae... ;D

XOXO ♥