how I wish it would go away...
yesterday I was okay...
with the fact that I just don't care...
but today...
this heart misses you...
this mind keep picturing you...
this eyes keep looking for you...
this hand wants to msg you...
and with all that I got...
I try to ignore the fact...
I try to lie to myself...
I try to live like I used to before...
I try to pretend that you never came...
I try to pretend that you are just a dream...
A dream that came to my hungry heart...
A dream that vanish when I opened my eyes...
and I know,
deep inside my heart is screaming...
screaming for me to stop this...
my head telling me to move on...
my heart's ready to let you go...
and my head gladly scheming up the score...
and know that they know,
they want me to let you go...
they want me to ignore you...
coz they say, you're just making a fool out of me...
coz they say, people can see how fragile I am...
coz they say, I trust easily and people are taking advantage...
coz they say, I deserve better...
and I know I should have known,
that I feel like a fool...
for believing that my dreams would come true...
and now I'm starting to learn the truth...
even though I don't know the real truth...
but from my point of view...
you don't think I'm the white rose for you...
naraj©2011
xoxo ♥
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