~~ShaDowS QuoTe oF tHe DaY~~

LaW mAkeR sHoUlD nOt bE lAw BrEaKeR

Life fails to be perfect but never fails to be beautiful~
-anon-



got both feet in...

Thursday, August 30, 2012

Hey I just met you but this is crazy...

yaa...the song keeps ringing in my head when i see him..
hmm..i'm guessing its possible, due to the catchy tune and the funny videoclip,
though i hope he's not gay like the one in the clip..lol

i don't know how he is in real life...
he looks very adorable and awkward when you see him...
but when you chat or text with him, he sounds funny and have deep thoughts...

maybe because he was born a lil later than me,
so I keep having these thoughts of wanting to know him and protecting him..
and the cute face makes me feel that way too..hehe XP

he have these kind of face that makes you say adorable...
cute and childlike...and the way he walks...just cute!hahaha..
he's always being nice to me...well maybe he thinks that i'm lonely in that place...
lonely? not really..but bored when i have no task to do yeah...hehe
plus, he's funny and its nice chatting with him...and quite a teaser himself...

maybe i shouldn't play teasing with him...coz I'm not a teaser and I end up saying sincere and honest words while others thinks I'm teasing~ =.=

though most of the times i think i'm annoying him...lol
but still, I can't stop myself from looking for him...
like my own brand of drugs...lol...very bad for me but still can't resist the temptations.. *die*

the innocence that glows within him...
attracts me from the first sight..
like how a moth is attracted to light..
that's how I feel when I see him...
and to see his name appear on my phone or even my chatbox...
makes me smile without any solid reason...
huh..i guess I am getting deranged~ hoh my~~ 0.0



-naraj©2012-
xoxo

...this heart of mine...

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Ramadhan is ending soon...
It's sad...I don't want it to end...
A month of blessings and full of love from God to us...

Syawal?
Not that I'm not happy for it...
It's just, have to face the first day of raya at my grams house...with the uncles and aunts from my father's side there...and the raya prayer...and the crying that would definitely come after that...reminiscing about daddy...
It's just to heartbreaking for me...
Still trying and pretend to be strong every time I talked about daddy, but when all of them are crying on the first day of raya thinking how we missed him so much...It's too painful and I'm not eager for that moment...at all...

I don't want to cry...coz I know, that would pain him in his peace knowing people are still grieving for him...
And I know that he is in a better place...Insya-Allah...Allah loves him better than we do...

Daddy, your little princess misses you a lot...I just wish I could hug you for one more time...coz I still remember the moment where I hugged & kissed your cold body for the last time...I miss you daddy...
"Ya Allah, please forgive all his sins and all my sins that makes him suffer..."


-naraj©2012-
xoxo

....Chasing down the yesteryears...

Sunday, August 12, 2012

Yes...I am...
Gonna go and track down...
Every single bit of it...

The Story...
Of how...
this person I am...
able to wander...
on this earth...
and a Proud Sarawakian today...

Gonna go...
to all the sources....
from the great...
great...
great...
great grandfather...Lim Teck Sim

to the great....
great...
great grandfather Pangeran X...
a name not to be disclosed yet....

Gonna find those...
pieces of puzzles...
tracking down...
stalking the past...
and make it my newest project to come!

Yeay!


-naraj©2012-
xoxo