open heart and open wound

it's the part where you feel so happy and content
the innocent feeling of falling for someone unexpectedly
the kind of feeling that you wish you can bottled it up and keep it
the kind of feeling that you want to keep on feeling all the time
no remorse, no game, no sadness, no insecurities
just love and the happiness you feel inside

the kind of feeling that makes you feel like you have so much happiness
so much that you wish you can share to others
so much till you wish you can make people feel it too
the kind of feeling that can make all the war stop

this heart has finally opened up
unexpectedly
by someone unexpected
the fear is there.. it still is
of being treated perfectly in the beginning
with so much promises of the happy future
of being blindsided by the reality
of being crush and destroyed by the person who holds your heart

the fear of when in the middle of the road,
those happiness suddenly gone
replaced by those insecurities and being neglected
the brilliant summer once, replaced by the gloomiest fall
the trauma is still there and its clawing its way up again
coz with every open heart there will be an open wound

-naraj2016-

Begin Again

Wake up to sun
Cause morning does come
If all you can rely on is the feel of your feet on the wood floor
And all you can depend on is all movement gives you some direction then

Begin Again
You're no calendar, you're no concrete plan
Begin Again
Don't waste your time waiting for someone to tell you when

Wake up to sun
Cause morning still comes
So move around your furniture
Or put it all out on curb
and drive away to something new, yeah
watch the skyline sink behind you

And
Begin Again
You're no calendar, you're no concrete plan
Begin Again
Don't waste your time waiting for someone to tell you when
Begin Again
Cause walking out doors only works if you shut them
Begin Again
And quit looking backwards; you know where you have been
Begin Again
You're no calendar, you're no concrete plan
Begin Again
Don't waste your time, cause no ones going to tell you when

Wake Up