...running...

She gets up after she was slammed face down to the earth,
She starts with a slow crawl to find the lights
Still she stumbles along the way due to the vines
Still she bleeds getting through every thorns along the way

It was painful and it was torture 
Sometimes she rue her decision of carrying on
But after a while, she became jaded
All the pain and the cries has become dull

And then she runs with all her heart desire
and she breathe all the air that she's loving
and she sings all the beautiful serenade that she knows
and she begin to love herself more

The forest is still dark,there's nothing that she can see
but she keep on running based on her instinct
to find the lights that could make her see
all the beautiful things that her eyes crave to feast

there was a shine, a blinking distant light
she couldn't be sure but it gave her the sight
it makes her happy, it gives her joy
but that light keep blinking and it makes her heart sore

She was hopeful that the light would stays
To keep on shining throughout the journey
But the light can be misleading
and she might end up with a poach heart and bleeding

-naraj©2012-

xoxo ♥

downloading-maniac-on-the-move

Happy New Year everyone!
Ya, I know, it's march already and I'm still saying happy new year to you.. =.=''
the thing is, I've been so occupied with all my school work before and due to nada internet connection, I'm not able to update anything...and usually my ideas would come when I'm in no possible condition to online...
geezz...i think my grammar's getting terrible...due to less rambling in writing and when I do ramble while talking with friends, I don't even know what me myself are saying...hahhaa.. m_m

so, finally, I'm a graduate student!!! yeay! Done with my bachelor degree in multimedia computing...just got back to my hometown almost 1 month now...
as usual, will be the Rapunzella (which is Cinderella + Rapunzel, Cinderella for doing all the house chores, and Rapunzel for being "trapped" in these huge house of mine in the middle of the forest..coz I have no license or any transport to go anywhere)

see, I told you, my house is in the middle of forest...the one with the yellow arrow...hahaha...

anyway, back then books is the only salvation for me..coz tv can be too boring...and now that I've got the wifi connection for my house, I've became a download maniac~ Noooooo!!!!!!!!   )o.0( 

not that I intend to...was thinking of doing some freelancing while looking for jobs...but then, seems that my siblings are all addicted to Korean Variety shows nowadays, esp Running Man, so I'm the only 'man' that are capable of looking for all the downloading links for the latest  episodes..thus, that what I've been doing since I have this internet connection...A bliss!!! muahahahhaaa!!! <---evil laugh =.=''
not just running man, I've been busy downloading English series ,Korean drama series, Japanese drama series and also Taiwan drama series...woot!! not to forget, Movies!!!!!...hahaha... thats why i dont mind being a Rapunzel..hehehee~


well, most of the days I do spent it at my grams house, but then I have to wake up at 5am to be able to follow my mom and sister and ask them to send me to grams house b4 they went for work...very early indeed..coz they need to send my lil sister to her school which always jammed by 7am..so, to escape all the traffic, they prefer to go as early as possible.

ok, back to the downloading part...as all the downloaders know, movies and drama series can took a lot of space..so now, everything is RED in my laptop and ext harddisk..my 1.5TB...guess i need more now, as I'm addicted to downloading old drama series like Charmed!! ooohhh~ i miss those old days~

oh well, enough rambling for now..gotta go...need to prepare for dinner~ ciao~

-naraj2012-