Why??
I keep wondering why...
why now? why them?
Been listening a lot to Taylor Swift's Eyes Open lately and learning the guitar chords for it..hence the title...
Also, as a reminder to myself to always keep my eyes open...and be alert!~ o.0 (for what, i dont even know)
Ya see...my first ex...he's a nice guy...it's just, i guess for the first one, I'm expecting the kind of guy who would worshiped me and be all over me when we were in a relationship...though I admit, I dont really feel that exited about him, I'm just in love with the idea of being in love for the first time...which I know by now it's not really love... x_x
after 7years of dumping him over the phone, ( as we are far apart and I haven't receive any news from him more than a week )...suddenly my cousin called me and ask, do know this guy that claimed to know me and used to be very close to me like his own family?? ( mind you, we rarely speak or msg each other back then..and we're in a r/ship not more than 3weeks i guess )
she told me his name, and its quite a unique name, so of course I know straight away, though the facts is not that true..haha..
so, my cousin was so excited and try to get us together again, but thankfully, he's in relationship now... *phew* ...and she stops talking about him...
and I thought, wow, it really is a small world and it's kinda nice to know that he still remembers something that I forget already...up until his name showed up again.. *ngeehehee*
then, my other cousin ( a boy this time )...he's working as some state officials that requires him to go to remote places and what not...even though its tiring, but its kinda nice, having to travel around to places you wouldn't even know exist..
so, one day he came to our grams house ( i was there that day ) with a new car...my dream car at that, so i asked him, who's car is that? and he said, it was his friend...the one who's working with him now...and he asked me if I know him..as we are from the same Uni maybe different year...and he told me the name...the son-of-a-bitch-that-I'd-rather-forget name...dang! of all people...now I feel like I'm cursed~hahhaa... that guy used to be my scandal until I broke it off with him, coz being with him, ya at first i feel like in a fairytale kind of relationship, until I found out that he has a gf back home, and all the scandals that he used to have before me, which is a lot!...turns out that he have the reputation of a player among the guys coz he's very slick among girls...sound so goodytwoshoes that you can't believe of what he capable of...enough said, I tried..i said TRIED getting rid of him so hard...can't believe he turns out to be a stalker as I was the first girl ever dumping him...*hell yeah~ I'm proud of me!! XD*...he stalks me and even tried to sweet talk me into getting together with him again...oh-my-goodness...such a nightmare..
soooo...worried of my freedom from the stalker, i told my cousin not to ever mention my name or having knowing me in front of him in any case...being the annoying cousin he is, he threatened me into telling him if i didnt tell him "our" story...so i just told him that he used to be my stalker that could really be my worst-nightmare-coming-true, and thankfully he's happy with that explanation...
The world is indeed very small...and I just wish to never ever even bumped into that stalker ever...EVER!
xoxo,
naraj©2012
