Need to get myself together again~~~*sigh*

i'm so damn bored!!!! I've started my practical since last week which is earlier than anyone else....i was promised that i would do the website for the company that i work for, but when i get there, they told me that the website project have been given to another students from a diff college!!!! Damn!!! i was sooo frustrated coz i dont know what should i do for my practical project~~~ aaaahhhhh~~~ at that time i feel like i wanna cry~~~ but then i ask my lect what should i do..then she told me that i could do smthg to improve the website or i could do and flash video ad to put up in the website... i tried to ask my manager bout that but all she says is, i'm not sure how the website thing is going,bcoz i'm not the only one who incharged of it...kyaaaa~~~ why couldnt she told me earlier....and all i'm doing now is account, account, account of the worker there...which is a-hell-lot!!! There's this one day that i finally get to do what i'm supposed and love to do which is designing the ad for that company...i was estatic..i love that moment...but then, that's that.... i didnt get anymore thing that have to do with what i' supposed to do.... Hate this~~~ i' worried about my practical thing...what should i do for my project report??? what should i fill in in my log book~~~gosh!!! this is irritating me now~~~!!!!!! Kiirrraaaaaiiiieeeeee nnnneeeehhhhhh!!!!!!!
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