K, today aku nak cakap bahasa melayu plak...
Malam tadi aku tdo n mimpi...masa dlm mimpi tu, aku rasa takut sangat...aku rsa nak lari tp xdpt lari jauh..kaki aku wat hal lam mimpi tu...aku mimpi dipaksa oleh someone..tp xingat dpaksa utk apa...aku try lari tp xdapat...tseksa la sgt mimpi tu...ngeri pun ada...then aku tbangun...aku g la cuci kaki lagi..and amik wudhu'...aku sambung tdo...pastu aku mimpi lagi...mimpi ni plak lain...aku mimpi aku dlm keta..aku dok kat blakang and aku tengok blakang je...aku xtau la spa drive..tp aku rasa someone dlm family aku la...aku mimpi yg ktorg drive time mlm...aku tgk la keta2 kat blakang keta ktorg yg laju2 n potong keta kitorg...then aku nampak dua org budak ni jln kat tepi jln..pastu aku xtau nape budak sorang tu gi jalan ke tgh jln...pastu ada keta laju dr blakang budak tu..budak tu g baring kat jalan..aku nampak cahaya dr mata dia jer time tu..mcm cahaya dr mata kucing...pastu dtg lagi satu keta, laju gak, keta ni plak pi langgar budak yg dh xmcm budak tu..mcm kucing pun ada dh...sbb dia tetiba je mengecik....kwn dia tadi dok tgk jer..mcm xda pa2...keta yg langgar budak tu tadi plak, potong keta kitorg and tetiba bila keta tu depan keta ktorg, keta tu tbalik..*memang sungguh pelik rasa mimpi ni n x masuk akal*...pastu, kat bwah keta tbalik tu tadi ada badan budak yg dilanggar tu...n tetiba ada sorang nenek ni pi amik badan budak tu and makan...ewww....aku xtau nape aku mimpi camtu..tgh cta antu pun xda...pastu aku xtau nape aku bleh ada kat sebelah nenek tu...nenek tu bgtau, aku xnak bg badan aku kat dia, so dia makan badan budak tu la sbg ganti...pastu tetiba aku kat dlm satu supermarket...ada baby yg br lahir n nenek tu tadi nak amik baby tu dr aku...aku xtau la baby sape tu...then, ada sorang laki ni (aku xkenal, muka pun xnampak), bgtau kat aku, bg jer baby tu kat nenek tu...jd aku bg jer laa..then laki tu tadi bawak aku gi bli brg2 untuk baby tu...pampers dia, btol susu dia, susu and suma la brg keperluan bayi..aku xpla tnya wat pa...aku ekot je dia bli...pastu, dia bawak aku g sbuah bilik mcm nursery...n bayi tadi tu ada kat situ...n laki tu bgtau kat aku, nenek tu dh kena kurung sbb nenek tu ada masalah mental...pastu aku pon tbangun...
Sebenarnya, aku xpaham la mimpi tu...skejap mcm mimpi ngeri, skejap mcm mimpi merepek, skejap plak mcm mimpi happy ending...agak merepek laa....LOL
Mimpi2 tu wat aku tdo xlena...bgn pagi tadi, rasa penat je..kalo dpt, nak tdo balik...tp tpaksa bgn nak wat bfast utk org rumah...pastu nak g kelas violin...
I think i'm gonna stick in using english for the time being...kinda tired to translate the words in my head...LOL..*sheepish grin*
Next month i was thinking on changing my violin school..again...*sigh*
Well, as my fav violin teacher that i have now told me that i'm the only student that he teach..bcoz all of his students are given to our old violin teacher, Mr M...so, my fav Violin teacher, Mr K told me that he want to quit from that school..so i decided to quit too coz i dont want to go back to that lousy teacher... Maybe i'm gonna arrange my enrolment to that new school b4 next month... I had to lie to the school i'm in now..coz they keep asking why i want to quit...and i dont want them to blame Mr K for quitting...so i told them that i'm going to be very busy next month and decided to stop...and they thought that i was going to stop for a while only...guess i have to find out a way to tell them the truth...*sigh*.... Guilt trap...always gets to me...
I dont know why, but it was so easy for me to feel guilty even though it's not my fault...haizzz~~~
Looking forward for new video from Demi Lovato - Remember December
and also Paramore - Brick by boring brick...i love the songs!!!! <3
and also Paramore - Brick by boring brick...i love the songs!!!! <3
Hmmm...my head went dry of words now....I'll write again when there's something in my head that needs to get out..;p
maybe it's too late already, but Happy Samhain everyone...i forgot to wish last night...
XOXO <3
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