...silence...

its funny
looking back at the past
how after all those years without anyone
residing in that corner of my heart
i felt as if i've grown and know better
of what a fool that i've been
and i'm feeling invisible by thinking i am strong enough
to be indipendent
to be my own self
to be alone
and how silly it is
in just a day
all those lessons that i've learnt
are of no use to me the moment you hold ny hands
i told myself over and over again
i dont wanna be where we were before
and yet here we are again
and this time its hard for me to walk away

these hope is treacherous
these daydream is dangerous