...Lost...

I can't exactly described how i feel now...

The feelings that keep eating me inside...

Somehow makes me feel like i want to be jaded again...

Without all the fuss and the pain...

Been trying to be careful of your feelings...

Knowing how fragile you are now...

All i want to do is help you...

and ease your mind...

If a simple question repeated like "Are you okay?" can annoy you

What makes you think you wont be annoyed or angry with my other antics?

And if you got annoyed, what will you do then?

Taking some space for yourself again?

Each time you ask for space,

each freaking time my heart was breaking

I'm not angry but i was hurt

and I don't want my heart to be in its survival mode again

Coz that would mean that I won't even care anymore

All I want to do was to make you happy

but all it seems like i was making you stressed

I'm trying my best to be there for you

and that how i show my love to you

coz after a while, even "I love you" seems empty to me

-naraj2014-