Four Leaf Clover

Boy, you let me down
I tried too hard & I feel numb now
That crooked smile
& your charm that drew me in
Your beautiful eyes,
Can hide so many things

You were my Four Leaf Clover
My pure white dove
You were my lightning strike
& my knock on wood
My hope & my faith
My luck & love
Yeah!
You were my shooting star
That lit up the sky
Then you broke the mirror
& my heart died
No hope & no faith
No luck, no love
Just ordinary
Oh oh oh
Just ordinary now
Oh oh oh

Oh!
I'm not crying
But I thought you were the perfect thing
For me
Don't get me wrong
You can be wonderful sometimes
But then you're lost
And you can't look me in the eyes

All I Need

I'm dying to catch my breath
Oh why don't I ever learn?
I've lost all my trust,
though I've surely tried to turn it around

Can you still see the heart of me?
All my agony fades away
when you hold me in your embrace

Don't tear me down for all I need
Make my heart a better place
Give me something I can believe
Don't tear me down
You've opened the door now, don't let it close

I'm here on the edge again
I wish I could let it go
I know that I'm only one step away
from turning it around

Can you still see the heart of me?
All my agony fades away
when you hold me in your embrace

Don't tear me down for all I need
Make my heart a better place
Give me something I can believe

Don't tear it down, what's left of me
Make my heart a better place

I tried many times but nothing was real
Make it fade away, don't break me down
I want to believe that this is for real
Save me from my fear
Don't tear me down

Don't tear me down for all I need
Make my heart a better place
Don't tear me down for all I need
Make my heart a better place

Give me something I can believe
Don't tear it down, what's left of me
Make my heart a better place
Make my heart a better place

open heart and open wound

it's the part where you feel so happy and content
the innocent feeling of falling for someone unexpectedly
the kind of feeling that you wish you can bottled it up and keep it
the kind of feeling that you want to keep on feeling all the time
no remorse, no game, no sadness, no insecurities
just love and the happiness you feel inside

the kind of feeling that makes you feel like you have so much happiness
so much that you wish you can share to others
so much till you wish you can make people feel it too
the kind of feeling that can make all the war stop

this heart has finally opened up
unexpectedly
by someone unexpected
the fear is there.. it still is
of being treated perfectly in the beginning
with so much promises of the happy future
of being blindsided by the reality
of being crush and destroyed by the person who holds your heart

the fear of when in the middle of the road,
those happiness suddenly gone
replaced by those insecurities and being neglected
the brilliant summer once, replaced by the gloomiest fall
the trauma is still there and its clawing its way up again
coz with every open heart there will be an open wound

-naraj2016-