~~ShaDowS QuoTe oF tHe DaY~~

LaW mAkeR sHoUlD nOt bE lAw BrEaKeR

Life fails to be perfect but never fails to be beautiful~
-anon-



...riverside...

Friday, October 5, 2012

here i am again
standing and strolling by the riverside
with a belief that I'm strong enough
strong enough to denied the temptation

the water's calling
the current is soothing
it makes my heart race
dying to jump into it again

I thought I was strong
to just looking at it by the riverside
but I guess I was wrong
as I feel myself slowly walking towards the edge

I hesitate, and I stopped
but I can't help myself from jumping
now I find myself sinking deep
slowly drowning

the water looked calm and tantalizing
but now that I'm inside
I can feel myself gasping for air
I need the surface to keep my head clear

I don't know how to survive this time around
Coz I've jumped too far ahead
With no hands or branch for me to hold on to
All I can do is to pray that I am strong enough

Strong enough to save myself
Strong enough to swim myself to the riverside
And decided not to look back ever again
Coz something told me to run

-Jonker Street, Melaka-


-naraj©2012-
xoxo

...all i wanted...

Thursday, October 4, 2012

all i wanted
Was to know that heart of yours
Was it in sync with mine

Or am i standing alone
It hurts to be here
I only wanted love from you

All i have..all i need
Is the air i would kill to breath

You could be my hero
If only i could let go
Coz it feels like a broken arrow
That's still in me

....Four Leaf Clover...

Wednesday, October 3, 2012

Boy, you let me down
I tried too hard & I feel numb now
That crooked smile & your charm that drew me in
Your beautiful eyes,
Can hide so many things
You were my Four Leaf Clover
My pure white dove
You were my lightning strike & my knock on wood
My hope & my faith
My luck & love
You were my shooting star
That lit up the sky
Then you broke the mirror & my heart died
No hope & no faith
No luck, no love
Just ordinary now
I'm not crying
But I thought you were the perfect thing for me
Don't get me wrong
You can be wonderful sometimes
But then you're lost
And you can't look me in the eyes


...i'd do it all over again...

everytime you came to me...
You're broken...
And i've given my all to mend you...
But you chose the road to destruction again and again...
Everybody hurts someday...
Everybody feels this way...
You're the one who decide...
Whether to mend yourself...
Or continue to be broken...
Or to be a jerk to yourself...

Love is not something you can choose...
Its either you felt it or you dont...
Its either you are sincere or you're not...
Its either you love the physical thing or the heart inside...

I have done all I can to save you...
But you still choose to stray away...


-naraj©2012-
xoxo

~Between you and i~

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

And its been years...
Since i last met you and shed my tears..
Never thought that we could be like this again...
And you keep saying how sorry you are...
Between you and i..
There will always be another girl that drift us apart..
Between you and i..
You will always keep leaving me to mend myself..
Between you and i..
You will keep coming back with those sorry's..
Between you and i..
I'll be foolish enough to trust you again and again...
Between you and i..
You never believed for our happy ending..
Between you and i..
I keep thinking that i was just your rebound..
Between you and i..
Your affection leds to my destruction..
Between you and i..
Its always been me who'd left with brokenheart...
Between you and i..
We had something beautiful...
But so dysfunctional,
Coz i knew you would never love me back...
Yet...i feel better near to you...


-naraj©2012-
xoxo