...Tuo Xie...

Why?

Do you always do this to me?

How come you act like this like you just don't care at all

I can feel you near me, even though you're far away

It's not suppose to feel this way

I need you more and more each day

It's not suppose to hurt this way

I really need to compromise with myself

I'm not gonna let me hurt again just by the things that you do

I suppose that I should have let this go a long time ago

But I always find myself coming back to you

I'm sorry to let you go without warning

I'm sorry for feeling this way about you

But I just can't take it to see you with others

You keep on doing that

Ignoring the fact that you know how I feel

Making me feel like I'm the only one to feel this way

I'm deleting you

Hoping that I wouldn't be hurt anymore by what you do

When I couldn't see you again

I'm sorry and I wish you the best

Coz I've promised myself

I need to heal the wound that you've given me

The wound that keep on healing and being cut again by you

only you

now I'm gonna heal it on my own

Tired of compromising my feelings toward you

Today I'm gonna compromise with myself rather than you

Doesn't mean that I hate you

Just need to keep you far away in the corner of the room

naraj10©

XOXO ♥

...Strange like me....

Almost Alice album is EPIC!!!

Keep listening to all the songs...

Lots of good artists combines in the album..
Avril Lavigne, The All American Rejects, Tokio Hotel, Kerli, All Time Low, Plain White T's ,Owl City and etc..

Combination of Kerli & Tokio Hotel in Strange keep spinning in my head...

Almost Alice Download

Listen for yourself...I just can't wait for the movie to come out...
Plus, Avril's videoclip for Alice (Underground) is out..and it's great!!

 

XOXO  ♥

...Numerologism in the breaking of dawn...

Just playing around with some application in FB...

not sleepy due to the long nap that I took yesterday evening...*sigh* =.=||

Tomorrow will be a total vampire indeed...LOL

so, I was playing around with the application n I found the thing called Numerology Reading..

out of boringness n curiousity..I tried it..

and voila!!

Your Life Path Number is: 5
The Explorer
The number five is associated with curiosity and enthusiasm. You love to discover new things and new places. Your questions never stop. You love taking risks and hence your unpredictable nature leads you into problems at times. You are a progressive individual. You love your freedom. You have a very versatile and attractive personality.
Your Destiny Number is: 6
The number six is associated with companionship and joy. You love the idea of a perfect life with your family and friends. You are a very romantic person and believe in true love. You have a kind and caring heart. You are devoted to your near and dear ones. People close to you know that they can turn to you for help in times of trouble.
Your Soul Number is: 5
The number five is associated with curiosity and enthusiasm. You love to discover new things and new places. Your questions never stop. You love taking risks and hence your unpredictable nature leads you into problems at times. You are a progressive individual. You love your freedom. You have a very versatile and attractive personality.

Oh well...kinda fun...but most of it, I know already coz, it is me..hahaha..quite accurate..

esp with the true love thingy...

still waiting for my true prince to come and save me with his white horse...roftl

ok..enuff said...really need to try to sleep now...

Janne minna-san~ ^^,

XOXO  ♥

...Sweetest Valentine's Gift Ever!!....

Oh well, I know Valentine's Day has passed a long time ago~~

But I just get the mood to write this down now~~

Just wanna share one sweet story that really happen just before Valentine's Day...

This story is located in Orlando, Florida...

happen to my cousin...

She's married..and have 2 sons...

 The story begin when my cousin just bought a new car for her to travel and do her housewife chores..

As she doesnt like to drive the bulky car her husband owns...LOL

Plus, easier for her to send her sons to school when her husband went travelling...

So, as she just pick the car...she told her two boys, "Sweetheart, from today on, we'll have to budget on our food and our stuffs..coz mummy doesnt have enough money as mummy needs to pay for our car.."

and they both just nod their head..

At school, the eldest son's class is making Valentine card for the valentine day occasion..and they were ask to give it to their loved ones~

And the eldest son made his handmade card and told his mum not to help him at all..

So, he just do  it on his own...

After he done his card, he asked his mum, " Mum, can I give this Valentine Card early?"

(it was just 1 day before Valentine's Day)

and his mummy said, "I dont see any trouble in it..of course you can.. so who do you intent to give it to?"

So, he showed the card to her,"It's for You"
when his mummy opened the card...a surprise was waiting for her..

In there, she found a $100 US with the card saying, "Its for you to buy our food, because I know you're paying that car for us"

For a kid that is just 8 years old, that have started saving his money and have had the thought like that for his mum is a very sweet memory I would cherish if that boy was my own son~

and I'm proud to say that boy is my nephew, Lewis Daniel...

and I missed him lot~

Such a matured young guy at his age...

 

XOXO ♥

...Alice In Wonderland....

A new single from Avril Lavigne

or Alice In Wonderland Soundtrack

Love the smusics, love the lyrics

can't wait for a new album from Avril!! XD

Avril Lavigne - Alice (Underground) 

Trippin out
Spinning around
I'm underground
I fell down
Yeah I fell down

I'm freaking out, where am I now?
Upside down and I can't stop it now
Can't stop me now, oh oh

I, I'll get by
I, I'll survive
When the world's crashing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I, I won't cry

I found myself in Wonderland
Get back on my feet again
Is this real?
Is this pretend?
I'll take a stand until the end

I, I'll get by
I, I'll survive
When the world's crashing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I, I won't cry

I, I'll get by
I, I'll survive
When the world's crashing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I, I won't cry 

XOXO <3

...........engulfed in a strong tide...

Not in mood
Quite pissed off
Frustrated

Feel really2 geram wit some people..cant find my patience anywhere

I hate this feelings!

PMS really sucks!
Need a large dose of sunlight to make me get back to myself i guess~
*sigh*