~~~just a little bit swayed~~~

last night, our family along with all of my cousins family was having a great bbq at my grandparents house!!!

I love when we all get together like that..feels like we were still kids...playfully punching each other, teasing and grilling the food while bickering about who gets the good one...

I love that moment...ahhh~~~ how i wish we could still stay that way even though our grandparents aren't here anymore, even though we were all married... i don't want to lose them... :(

Then, came home late last night...and i went on9..like usual..I've finish downloading Vampire Diaries Ep7 yesterday..so i watch it last night before i went to bed... It's so sad~~~ Poor Vicky..also Matt... I admit that i cried by the end of the episode... *tsk tsk tsk*

It's getting good... i'll upload the episode in my mediafire folder later...

Before that i watch gossip girl Season 3 ep 5 and ep 6...I've uploaded the file in my mediafire...

You can find it in there...

Gossip Girl is getting juicier, i might say...with Hilary and Michelle going for Penn...Nice seeing new faces in there... And I'm getting in love with Chuck, episode after episode of Season 3.. He is the best bf anyone could ever wish for...Oh well, i noe it kinda hard to trust that kind of womanizer...but still...he only loves Blair and would do anything for her..how sweet is that~~ *sigh dreamily*

Ok...nak try klaka Malay lok...hahaha

Masalahnya, mun I tulis in Malay...I xtau nak use bahasa Sarawak ka, bahasa Malaysia...LOL

I juz mixed it up la... If anyone who read this doesn't understand, questions are welcome~~ (n_n)

K s'wak lok aritok...

Isnin tok bday adik kmk yg ke-6...nya tadika kat St.Jude...so mak kmk mintak tlg polah cupcakes for about 35 piece...haaa~~ byk eh~~~ rasanya stat polah mlm tok jak...lain gik nak ngias ngan icing...lom gik nak nunggu masak... Kat tadika ya mcm dh jadi tradisi jak mun ada miak bday, nya mesti mbak brg k miak kelasnya..wpun bday time ari minggu..ari isnin cdak mbak... mun 35org bday, 34 kali la adik kmk dh mbak balit macam2 wrappers dr sekolahnya...ada kek la, ada coklat, ada biskut la...mcm2 jak... kmk mdh ngan mak kmk, mun xda bduit nang xpat la skolah cya...sbb mun kita xmbak apa2 time bday, miak cya pandey tyk...kadang2 cikgu pun tyk, xda mbak pa2 ka k kwn... Dhla cikgu kelas adik kmk ya, ntahla..xtauk juak camne nak mdh, ari raya ya tek, mak kmk ada brik kuih ngan nya..madah makseh pun xda....camne nak ngajar nemiak mun drikpun xpandey nak btrima kasih...xpaham cikgu ya eh!~~

Aritok tek..nang sehari2 kat lam moto jak...

adik kmk nak ke-4 ya skolah kat St Thom..aritok tek cdak da kelas...so, sementara nunggunya pulang skolah, kakak kmk, kmk n mak kmk g SP...Everise cya dh bukak...cun juak nak crik hdiah k anak buah kmk...meli kat Princess Club pun kedey cya...

Shopping kat Watson...seperti biasa..duit kmk mun masuk watson ka, guardian ka..genti abis..or hampir abis....ada jak brg nak dbeli cya..LOL :p

and akhirnya, dpt juak bli contact lens baru tek... rupa2nya degree mata kmk dh nait!!!

dolok mata kiri juz 250 jak..and kanan 350..nektok duak2 dh sama degree!!

Huarrgggghhhh!!!!!!! dasat eh! ingatkan kin turun degree..tok kin nait~~~ patutla pakey cermin mata pun masih kabur... Haiizzzz~~~ *sigh*

testing k bm tok bukan apa...nak try tulis poems lam bm gik...ni tauk ada org pat polah jd lagu..hahahaha..*berangan*

tp xsalah nak? ;p

k la..rasanya ya jak lok mlm tok...nak polah cupcakes lok...mak dh nunggah ya...

XOXO <3

✿❀ You appear just like a dream to me ❀✿

It's been a while...

too busy these few days with my presentations and my report thingy

today i've finish up all the things that should be done

Done my presentation

Done my report

Done my clearance as a student

All that's left is some account work that need to be done at my work place...

Then I'll be free~~~ *stocked*

But I apply for some work at my University during the semester break...so might be busy next month~~~ ;p
Need some cash to buy some gadgets and girl stuffs~~~ *sigh*

My WishList:

1. an external hard disk with a HUGE capacity...really HUGE...as my lappy are full of songs, anime, drama series and also movies...so i guess i need 4 different hard disk to keep them~~ *sigh*
2. a new handphone!!!! SERIOUSLY need a new one b4 my old one ended up in ER again~~~ *touch wood* tsk tsk tsk :,(
3. a broadband with unlimited access and fast!!!! so i can download the things that i want to all my heart content!!!!!!!
4. heels~~~ i need new pairs~~ lots of it!!!! I want it!!!
5. Jacket....i want more!!!
6. Dress!!!! maxi dress!! need to get one more, atleast~~~

"Money, money money
must be funny...." *forget the lyrics* ;p

Oh well, while busy with all the presentations and report that need to be done, i've been listening to The American Mall Soundtracks a lot!
Love to listen to Nina Dobrev voice in that musical...
You can download the album from here:
The American Mall Soundtrack
Just Click on the folder named Full Album.. Enjoy! (n_n)

And also Miley's song "When I Look At You"...still addicted to that song...
I can't wait to watch "The Last Song"...which will be played on cinema next year~~~ *sigh* have to wait couple of months~~~
The movie is based on Nicholas Sparks novel, whom is also the author for "A Walk To Remember"
So much movie to be watch and i can't wait!!!!

New Moon is coming up!!!! Yeay!!!!

Urrghh~~ suddenly blur...well, i'll write down again later...when my head have something to share with you guys~~
Thanks for reading! (^^,)

XOXO <3

♬♫♪ Melody in the middle of the night ♪♫♬

Watching the stars that surrounds the moon

Never fails to shine and illuminate the sky even though the moon are away

A string that binds those two together

Making it the most beautiful piece of art

Life is never easy

I keep stumble and fall since i began my steps

Sometimes i even thought of giving up

Especially the times when i seem to lose my hopes

Drenched myself in the rain

Unable to move away to find a shelter

When the rain is finally over

I'm not the same as i am before the storm

Should have known that the papers that i hold on tight to

are bound to give me paper cuts

It'll heal

But the marks will always remains

Try to walk by the sidewalk

Thought that it'll be safer

Turns out i couldn't even walk straight on the path

Just a small temptation could lead me to the street

Sometimes i feel like i'm walking ahead

Finally making it thru another path

But sometimes i feels like i;m walking in circle

Keep coming back to the place that i started

When i feel like my world are just darkness

and no lights can break thru

Like my world just falls apart

I try hard to hold to even a single sparks of hope

I try to walk away

but my feet just won't move

I try to take a break

sometimes it just gets worse

I wonder why do i even bother trying

When i know in the end i'm gonna be the one whose dying

I put all my heart out and end up bleeding

Maybe i hope that that's how i'm gonna find him

XOXO ♥

☼ ✿ Hell yeah!!!! ✿ ☼

Finally figured out why i was sooooooo gloooommyyyyy these few days~~~
Dem! dem! dem PMS!!!! *grrrr*

Finally, last night was the best night in this week for me! Hallelujah! I'm out in the civilizations! LOL!
Last night, well i can say that it was the last dinner that i'm going to have with my faculty...met all my previous lecturers...even though I'm sick, i force myself to go and have fun at the last night...and i don't regret it at all! *glomp*
Our batch, 'the senior' batch, was all over taking pictures of ourselves...like a bunch of kids who was having too much sugar rush..ROTFL
Well, it's going to be a sweet memory to me...♥ ♥ ♥

 A funny thing happen though...one of our lecturers, Mdm Z...she taught us for the 1 year then she went on maternity leave before furthering her studies in Shah Alam...well, she was looking for me she said... *how sweet is that, a lecturer looking for you :D*
Then she said, she ask my boyfriend about me...and i asked 'Who???'..."Your boyfriend L**"...so i said, "Oh mdm, guess u haven't heard, we broke up already..he already have a new gf..LOL"....she was shocked..funny...she said "Aie, mena?? Kmk ingat nya masih ngan ktk..apa kmk tanyaknya marek sal ktk, nya jwb owh?"...and i said, "ktk tanyak, mestila nya jwb mdm..hehehe"...and she said "kmk tyknya, sapa nama gerek ktk tek? nya sebut nama ktk...ya kmk ingat ktkduak masih.."...OMG, i feel like i want to faint..LOL...i was curious at first..but then, oh maybe he knows she is looking for me...finally someone recognize him as my bf *eventhough it's too late LOL*...bet he's happy at that time...*muahahahha*...because, most of our lecturers misunderstood and thought that my guy best friend is my bf....and they still asking about that..*sigh*....well i guess lots of people does...kinda lame actually..been going thru the same questions for like 5 years now... Best friend remains best friend...nothing more, nothing less...right??

Oh well, the funniest thing is when i went for the rest room for a while and i came back, i saw Mdm Z is heading toward my ex...and seems like she wants to ask him something bout 'us'..then i rushed there so i said "ehemm..."...Mdm Zu just laugh and said "Sik jadi jak..."...*phewww*..wonder what she wants to porret again...LOL.... I just remembered..she is very porret...too much gossip eh~~~hahaha...

Well, at least i survive the night...and having fun with my fellow classmates and lecturers...how i'm gonna miss them much!...

XOXO ♥

☾like i did before the storm ☾

I've downloaded Miley Cyrus new album 'The Time Of Our Lives'

You can check it out in my mediafire folder

I fell in love with the song called 'When I look At You'....enjoy the lyrics...

Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a song
Beautiful melody, when the nights so long

Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy (Yeah)
When my world is falling apart,
when there is no light to break up the dark
That's when I (I) look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore and I
can't find my way home anymore
That's when I (I) look at you

When I look at you
I see forgiveness, I see the truth
You love me for who I am like the stars
hold the moon
Right there where they belong and I know
I'm not alone (Yeah)

When my world is falling apart,
[ Miley Cyrus Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
when there is no light to break up the dark
That's when I (I) look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore and I
can't find my way home anymore
That's when I (I) look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore and I
can't find my way home anymore
That's when I (I) look at you

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like a kaleidoscope colors that cover me
All I need every breath that I breathe
Don't you know you're beautiful (Yeah, Yeah)

When the waves are flooding the shore and I
can't find my way home anymore
That's when I (I) look at you

You appear just like a dream to me.

Then, the best song that i really like is 'Before The Storm'...the one that she duet with Nick Jonas...I've had listen to it before..the one that's in the album is the live version.. I'll upload the studio record version later...

XOXO ♥