~~ShaDowS QuoTe oF tHe DaY~~

LaW mAkeR sHoUlD nOt bE lAw BrEaKeR

Life fails to be perfect but never fails to be beautiful~
-anon-



~~~just a little bit swayed~~~

Saturday, October 31, 2009

last night, our family along with all of my cousins family was having a great bbq at my grandparents house!!!
I love when we all get together like that..feels like we were still kids...playfully punching each other, teasing and grilling the food while bickering about who gets the good one...
I love that moment...ahhh~~~ how i wish we could still stay that way even though our grandparents aren't here anymore, even though we were all married... i don't want to lose them... :(

Then, came home late last night...and i went on9..like usual..I've finish downloading Vampire Diaries Ep7 yesterday..so i watch it last night before i went to bed... It's so sad~~~ Poor Vicky..also Matt... I admit that i cried by the end of the episode... *tsk tsk tsk*
It's getting good... i'll upload the episode in my mediafire folder later...
Before that i watch gossip girl Season 3 ep 5 and ep 6...I've uploaded the file in my mediafire...
You can find it in there...
Gossip Girl is getting juicier, i might say...with Hilary and Michelle going for Penn...Nice seeing new faces in there... And I'm getting in love with Chuck, episode after episode of Season 3.. He is the best bf anyone could ever wish for...Oh well, i noe it kinda hard to trust that kind of womanizer...but still...he only loves Blair and would do anything for her..how sweet is that~~ *sigh dreamily*

Ok...nak try klaka Malay lok...hahaha
Masalahnya, mun I tulis in Malay...I xtau nak use bahasa Sarawak ka, bahasa Malaysia...LOL
I juz mixed it up la... If anyone who read this doesn't understand, questions are welcome~~ (n_n)


K s'wak lok aritok...
Isnin tok bday adik kmk yg ke-6...nya tadika kat St.Jude...so mak kmk mintak tlg polah cupcakes for about 35 piece...haaa~~ byk eh~~~ rasanya stat polah mlm tok jak...lain gik nak ngias ngan icing...lom gik nak nunggu masak... Kat tadika ya mcm dh jadi tradisi jak mun ada miak bday, nya mesti mbak brg k miak kelasnya..wpun bday time ari minggu..ari isnin cdak mbak... mun 35org bday, 34 kali la adik kmk dh mbak balit macam2 wrappers dr sekolahnya...ada kek la, ada coklat, ada biskut la...mcm2 jak... kmk mdh ngan mak kmk, mun xda bduit nang xpat la skolah cya...sbb mun kita xmbak apa2 time bday, miak cya pandey tyk...kadang2 cikgu pun tyk, xda mbak pa2 ka k kwn... Dhla cikgu kelas adik kmk ya, ntahla..xtauk juak camne nak mdh, ari raya ya tek, mak kmk ada brik kuih ngan nya..madah makseh pun xda....camne nak ngajar nemiak mun drikpun xpandey nak btrima kasih...xpaham cikgu ya eh!~~

Aritok tek..nang sehari2 kat lam moto jak...
adik kmk nak ke-4 ya skolah kat St Thom..aritok tek cdak da kelas...so, sementara nunggunya pulang skolah, kakak kmk, kmk n mak kmk g SP...Everise cya dh bukak...cun juak nak crik hdiah k anak buah kmk...meli kat Princess Club pun kedey cya...
Shopping kat Watson...seperti biasa..duit kmk mun masuk watson ka, guardian ka..genti abis..or hampir abis....ada jak brg nak dbeli cya..LOL :p
and akhirnya, dpt juak bli contact lens baru tek... rupa2nya degree mata kmk dh nait!!!
dolok mata kiri juz 250 jak..and kanan 350..nektok duak2 dh sama degree!!
Huarrgggghhhh!!!!!!! dasat eh! ingatkan kin turun degree..tok kin nait~~~ patutla pakey cermin mata pun masih kabur... Haiizzzz~~~ *sigh*

testing k bm tok bukan apa...nak try tulis poems lam bm gik...ni tauk ada org pat polah jd lagu..hahahaha..*berangan*
tp xsalah nak? ;p

k la..rasanya ya jak lok mlm tok...nak polah cupcakes lok...mak dh nunggah ya...

XOXO <3

✿❀ You appear just like a dream to me ❀✿

Friday, October 30, 2009

It's been a while...
too busy these few days with my presentations and my report thingy
today i've finish up all the things that should be done
Done my presentation
Done my report
Done my clearance as a student
All that's left is some account work that need to be done at my work place...
Then I'll be free~~~ *stocked*

But I apply for some work at my University during the semester break...so might be busy next month~~~ ;p
Need some cash to buy some gadgets and girl stuffs~~~ *sigh*

My WishList:
  1. an external hard disk with a HUGE capacity...really HUGE...as my lappy are full of songs, anime, drama series and also movies...so i guess i need 4 different hard disk to keep them~~ *sigh*
  2. a new handphone!!!! SERIOUSLY need a new one b4 my old one ended up in ER again~~~ *touch wood* tsk tsk tsk :,(
  3. a broadband with unlimited access and fast!!!! so i can download the things that i want to all my heart content!!!!!!!
  4. heels~~~ i need new pairs~~ lots of it!!!! I want it!!!
  5. Jacket....i want more!!!
  6. Dress!!!! maxi dress!! need to get one more, atleast~~~

"Money, money money
must be funny...." *forget the lyrics* ;p

Oh well, while busy with all the presentations and report that need to be done, i've been listening to The American Mall Soundtracks a lot!
Love to listen to Nina Dobrev voice in that musical...
You can download the album from here:
The American Mall Soundtrack
Just Click on the folder named Full Album.. Enjoy! (n_n)

And also Miley's song "When I Look At You"...still addicted to that song...
I can't wait to watch "The Last Song"...which will be played on cinema next year~~~ *sigh* have to wait couple of months~~~
The movie is based on Nicholas Sparks novel, whom is also the author for "A Walk To Remember"
So much movie to be watch and i can't wait!!!!

New Moon is coming up!!!! Yeay!!!!

Urrghh~~ suddenly blur...well, i'll write down again later...when my head have something to share with you guys~~
Thanks for reading! (^^,)

XOXO <3

♬♫♪ Melody in the middle of the night ♪♫♬

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Watching the stars that surrounds the moon
Never fails to shine and illuminate the sky even though the moon are away
A string that binds those two together
Making it the most beautiful piece of art


Life is never easy
I keep stumble and fall since i began my steps
Sometimes i even thought of giving up
Especially the times when i seem to lose my hopes

Drenched myself in the rain
Unable to move away to find a shelter
When the rain is finally over
I'm not the same as i am before the storm

Should have known that the papers that i hold on tight to
are bound to give me paper cuts
It'll heal
But the marks will always remains

Try to walk by the sidewalk
Thought that it'll be safer
Turns out i couldn't even walk straight on the path
Just a small temptation could lead me to the street

Sometimes i feel like i'm walking ahead
Finally making it thru another path
But sometimes i feels like i;m walking in circle
Keep coming back to the place that i started

When i feel like my world are just darkness
and no lights can break thru
Like my world just falls apart
I try hard to hold to even a single sparks of hope

I try to walk away
but my feet just won't move
I try to take a break
sometimes it just gets worse

I wonder why do i even bother trying
When i know in the end i'm gonna be the one whose dying
I put all my heart out and end up bleeding
Maybe i hope that that's how i'm gonna find him



XOXO ♥

☼ ✿ Hell yeah!!!! ✿ ☼

Friday, October 23, 2009

Finally figured out why i was sooooooo gloooommyyyyy these few days~~~
Dem! dem! dem PMS!!!! *grrrr*

Finally, last night was the best night in this week for me! Hallelujah! I'm out in the civilizations! LOL!
Last night, well i can say that it was the last dinner that i'm going to have with my faculty...met all my previous lecturers...even though I'm sick, i force myself to go and have fun at the last night...and i don't regret it at all! *glomp*
Our batch, 'the senior' batch, was all over taking pictures of ourselves...like a bunch of kids who was having too much sugar rush..ROTFL
Well, it's going to be a sweet memory to me...♥ ♥ ♥

 A funny thing happen though...one of our lecturers, Mdm Z...she taught us for the 1 year then she went on maternity leave before furthering her studies in Shah Alam...well, she was looking for me she said... *how sweet is that, a lecturer looking for you :D*
Then she said, she ask my boyfriend about me...and i asked 'Who???'..."Your boyfriend L**"...so i said, "Oh mdm, guess u haven't heard, we broke up already..he already have a new gf..LOL"....she was shocked..funny...she said "Aie, mena?? Kmk ingat nya masih ngan ktk..apa kmk tanyaknya marek sal ktk, nya jwb owh?"...and i said, "ktk tanyak, mestila nya jwb mdm..hehehe"...and she said "kmk tyknya, sapa nama gerek ktk tek? nya sebut nama ktk...ya kmk ingat ktkduak masih.."...OMG, i feel like i want to faint..LOL...i was curious at first..but then, oh maybe he knows she is looking for me...finally someone recognize him as my bf *eventhough it's too late LOL*...bet he's happy at that time...*muahahahha*...because, most of our lecturers misunderstood and thought that my guy best friend is my bf....and they still asking about that..*sigh*....well i guess lots of people does...kinda lame actually..been going thru the same questions for like 5 years now... Best friend remains best friend...nothing more, nothing less...right??

Oh well, the funniest thing is when i went for the rest room for a while and i came back, i saw Mdm Z is heading toward my ex...and seems like she wants to ask him something bout 'us'..then i rushed there so i said "ehemm..."...Mdm Zu just laugh and said "Sik jadi jak..."...*phewww*..wonder what she wants to porret again...LOL.... I just remembered..she is very porret...too much gossip eh~~~hahaha...

Well, at least i survive the night...and having fun with my fellow classmates and lecturers...how i'm gonna miss them much!...

XOXO ♥

☾like i did before the storm ☾

I've downloaded Miley Cyrus new album 'The Time Of Our Lives'
You can check it out in my mediafire folder
I fell in love with the song called 'When I look At You'....enjoy the lyrics...

Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a song
Beautiful melody, when the nights so long

Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy (Yeah)
When my world is falling apart,
when there is no light to break up the dark
That's when I (I) look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore and I
can't find my way home anymore
That's when I (I) look at you

When I look at you
I see forgiveness, I see the truth
You love me for who I am like the stars
hold the moon
Right there where they belong and I know
I'm not alone (Yeah)

When my world is falling apart,
[ Miley Cyrus Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
when there is no light to break up the dark
That's when I (I) look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore and I
can't find my way home anymore
That's when I (I) look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore and I
can't find my way home anymore
That's when I (I) look at you

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like a kaleidoscope colors that cover me
All I need every breath that I breathe
Don't you know you're beautiful (Yeah, Yeah)

When the waves are flooding the shore and I
can't find my way home anymore
That's when I (I) look at you

You appear just like a dream to me.


Then, the best song that i really like is 'Before The Storm'...the one that she duet with Nick Jonas...I've had listen to it before..the one that's in the album is the live version.. I'll upload the studio record version later...

XOXO ♥

❁ Just a lil bit ❁

Thursday, October 22, 2009

All i want to do is walk away...
But i can't seem to move my feet from where I'm standing



Been listening to a song from Aloha From Hell.....i noe that band name sounds gruesome..but the song that i've been listening "Walk Away" is very nice and have a meaningful lyrics.. Try to listen for yourself.. It's a slow song, this one...♬♫♪

Feel free to download it from here:

Everyone else is getting their time to finish up their system and their reports and also presentation item...but me..still working in this tiny office...ALONE.... i hate it.... besides, i'm still not feeling well these days...why can't i just finish up my task at home..besides, theres nithing to do here..except for calling certain people and design some new poster for Sangria Nights... urghhh!!! ☠✇☢



Oh ya, there i go again...whining all the way.... I try not to whine, but due to the lack of contact with the outside world and also SUNSHINE ☼~~~ I suffer some kind of whine disease..LOL
Sounds insane even to me....Oh well, better make the best of it... I just hope that i can finish up my report before Monday and prepare all the things for my slide show presentations... ☮✌♬

Now I just want everything to be over !!!! I need a rest... I need holiday... i need me! and I need books!!!! *sigh*
Thank you for bear it with me guys... I wish my post would somehow sounds brighter or atleast make your day..but somehow i'm just feeling too gloomy right now... Due to the coughing that still haven't left me... Just keep getting worse...I guess i need to go see the doctor again... Keep finishing those medicine, afraid that in the end i end up addicted... LOL... *touch wood*



XOXO ♥

✿❦ missing you ♥ ❀

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Glimpse thru the pictures of you, the pictures of us...
We used to be closed until you chose that girl
And we drift apart
I'm missing you

Then i heard that she dump you for another
Saying that long distance makes it harder
So i search back for you
To make sure that you make it thru

We became close again
I turned to you when i'm down
You cheer me up when i feel sad
I gave you confidence when you're unsure

When love has left me
You're there by my side
You help me get through the tough time
As i did to you before

We grew closer each day
We flirt and jokes to make our days better
We exchange pictures of us
We update each other for every little things

But i guess you forget to update me about your relationship status
Coz when i asked, you said that it was just rumours
She's just one of your bestfriends
And I've trusted you...

We went out and have a great time together
Even though you're tired, you still want to be by my side
Then we came back to our daily life
And the secret are out

She came to me
Angry and asking me what am i doing with you
Saying that she's your girl
I was shock but i still protect you

I try to make her see like its my fault
I try to make her to understand
I begged her not to leave you
I don't want anyone to be hurt

I try to look for you
But you dissappear
I asked you why?
But you said you don't want to talk about it

I'm dying to know up until now
I didn't push you coz i don't want to make you sad
And i walk away from you
Leaving my only hope behind

When i first saw you
I feel the atmosphere change around us
and you told me the same thing
when you first met me

I missed the moment
I missed our time
 I missed our jokes and flirts
I miss you

-naraj© 09'-


♬ ♫♪

X.O.X.O ♥

Breathe Deep~~~

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Sometimes i think it suck, especially when i feel helpless and sooooo weak....sometimes i feel like it's a bliss... Whichever is, i think i'm going crazy these few days...

Been having a terrible cough for like more than 1 week...and by last saturday, I feel slightly better...coughing are less and i feel just fine...then suddenly, by monday, the demon starts to show it's ugly side...my coughing are getting worse than ever...*sigh*

It's very painful...even just to swallow some liquid....and today, just got back from the clinic and the doctor just told me a creepy lil thing about my problem...oh well, i've expect it a long time ago coz i always feel pain in my chest that makes me hard to breathe...didnt know finaly it really hit me...and now, my hands just can't stop shaking like hell...

All i can say is, life is colourfull....

XOXO <3

Restless Saturday~~~

Saturday, October 17, 2009

 Okayyyy....so I've been busy these few days to do my blogging... i just hate it when i have a lot in my mind and i want to spill it out right away but i couldn't.... And in the end, when I get to spill it, my mind went blank...and because the idea doesn't feel fresh anymore....*isk isk isk*

Btw, I've just join this club without any purpose...hahhaa... just want to know what is it actually...
so feel free to check it out yourself..(n_n)


Yesterday is the last day of my practical...yeay~~~ but sadly, i'll still be working...*cringed*
and i'm so nervous for my presentation next week...*sigh*
Can't wait to get it over it, but to anxious to face it...

Oh ya, i've come across some blogs on bento making last week...which is awesome!!!! Makes me feel so excited to make bento for my family to bring for lunch! Sugoieee~~ but, i'm afraid that they wouldn't like it... but heck, i want to make one for myself! ;D

most of this blog gives a very thorough information on bento making...the accessories, the storage and everything about bento...even the pictures in there enough to leave you to salivate..LOL


Lotus opulence~~~ Pieces that i took (n_n)v

Oh well..i feel to bored right now to write down my life...feels like stumbling and falling too much in my dark forest..eventhough i've seen some light escaping thru the trees sometimes...but still, i keep stumbling when i try to catch the light source...
Geez, i'm feel like crap! Better do some bento lunch for me and my lil sis and lil bro...mum and big sis got some sports function at their office...so, i'm incharge...
that's all for now

XOXO <3

...haven't met you yet...

Sunday, October 11, 2009

as the fair one climbs thru the pit, she finally found the forest floor...
and she finds herself founds nothing except for the mist that surrounding the forest...
she keeps walking her way into the foggy dark forest...to find the sunlight that she have been searching for...
on her way, she keeps stumbling and falling down on her face as she keeps dragging her tired feet and her sore heart...
but she never give up on her hopes that she will find what she was looking for...
she believes that someday, somehow..she will find it...
with those belief, she find the strength to keep on the journey that seems like no end...

one step after another...falling down and getting back up...
after a while, people will said that she learned how to walk without stumbling anymore in that forest, but eventhough she keeps trying to avoid all those stones and tree roots, eventually she will fall again...it's something that she can't help...
If she could have her way, she will keep walking straight without stumbling or falling on her face until she found what she was looking for...
But unfortunately, her life seems to be tested all the way thru her journey...
Sometimes, she felt like giving up...she felt like she's crippled...
She feels like she couldn't live without the sunlight...she felt like she'd die before she found it...

But when she heard the sound of the singing birds above the dark forest, she knew, that somehow, what she was looking for is there...just waiting to be discover by her...



*suddenly pops in my head n i cant stop writing..:D*

XOXO <3

~~~WhAt HuRts tHe MoSt~~~

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Who ever said that what we doesnt know wouldnt hurt us, surely never been through those situations or he/she is just being ignorance...

As for me, a curiosity-freak, i will always get curious and i want to know everything that i want to satisfy myself... I hate feeling that i couldnt get what i want to know just because that person/people refuse to tell me the truth....

Trust is to be earned not give...

For me, i'd rather hear the heart-breaking truth and move on than sitting around waiting like a fool and feel hurt everytime i heard stories about it... Waiting and being clueless is much more worse the feeling than being hurt by the ugly truth...


Oh yeah..so that's it... I'm rambling about the truth thingy because i kinda have been in the same shoes with Elena tonight... just finish watching the latest episode of vampire diaries..Ep 5

Esp for Alicia, try this link:
The Vampire Diaries S0105 part1
The Vampire Diaries S0105 part2
to combine those file, try to use HJSplit software..
The Vampire Diaries Ep5 Subtitle


hope you enjoy it!


 The cake that me and my mum decorate for the whole two days~~~ tired of mixing those icing~~ Pheeww~~:D

XOXO <3

...SeRendiPitY...

Friday, October 9, 2009

Serendipity is where you are trying to find something but you found another different thing that makes you feel lucky...
in other words
Serendipity is a fortunate coincidence!

sometimes i feel like i've encountered some of serendipity in my life...but unfortunately, some of it doesnt really do any favor for me....*sigh*

Friday
today, hmmm..not much to do..counting the OT hours of the staff...didnt check up on my system... Didnt have the mood yet!.Oh man, i need to motivate myself more!!!

Quite happy, coz my love is out from ER *again*....been thinking of replacing him..but i have a hard time to give him up~~~ T_____________T
 but i really need to give him up for my own good...if he keeps ending up in ER, one day, it will be me... LOL

 

next week, my lecturer will come, but i havent done yet with my system and my reports! I must be crazy..geezzz~~~ +__________+
seriously, i cant wait for this to be done with! As long as my works is done and had the presentation going well...i'll be much satisfied... *sigh sigh sigh*
*knock myself on the head*

Oh well, the sad news that i get today is The Beautiful Life series by CW is canceled...
huhuhu...T_____________T
I love the series...it's fabulous..wonder why they stop it..huh!
I want to watch it again~~~
Been captivate in Glee and Vampire Diaries lately...
Glee Ep5 is quite funny..what with the football team dancing to Beyonce's Single Ladies..totally hilarious! ROTFL

oh well, my headache getting worse, so does my throat...*sigh*

XOXO <3

...No sir,well i dont wanna be the blame, not anymore~~~

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Morning peeps!!!
hope all of u are in great shape today~~ too bad i can't say the same about myself... been coughing and my throat is very sore...n i keep sneezing, and thanks to my sinus *sarcastic tone*, it's getting worse!!!!

All things leads to another...my symptoms start when i walk in the rain and forgot to wash my hair that night...and i sleep late 2 days in a row..due to helping out my mum decorate the cake she wants to display today..my hands and arms all are stiff from mixing the royal icing...*sigh*...then my sinus are getting worse..keep sneezing all day...and the sore throat came in later...i bet if i dont get well by tomorrow, my voice will be different..maybe i can try to sing rock songs..what with the husky voice i'll be having~~ hahaha..;p

Ok, yesterday i was filling in my practical log book..since before raya i didnt write down anything!! hah!! and thanks to my almost-daily-blogging, i can recapture the things that i've been doing on those dates..hahahhaa..thank god i write evrything in... oh,well...been doing my new system again yesterday, then designing *again* the poster for halloween party for the school..i redesign it twice..coz, one boss said," i want i in A4 size horizontally" ..and the other boss, "i like the old one that u make, just add the sponsors and the contact no..and change some of the colours"... well, thankfully i didnt delete the layers that they ask to erase before...i just hide the layers..so all i have to do is just readjusting the wording again~~~ *sigh*...oh well, i dont mind doing it..coz i love doing the designing thingy...

Actually, i'm quite nervous this week, coz my lecturer suppose to come and see what i'm doing so far... and i dont know what are they expect to see...*sigh sigh sigh*

Oh well, will continue later on..i need to drink! my throat feels so dry! I can taste blood! urghh!!!

XOXO <3

~~~Keys to my heart~~~

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

haaaaaa~~~~~~
i forgot my office keys in my other bag at home...so when i realize by the time i'm in my grams house, i told my boss that i couldnt come at work coz i have no keys..and she said "it's ok. I'll see u tomorrow..." hahahahaa


so, i was thinking that i should be finishing up my report and my system..but then suddenly my grandma saw the Upin & Ipin folder at my desktop, and she said she love to watch that show..so, i've been spending my morning till afternoon watching Upin & Ipin with my grandma..and we watch the movie version too~~hahahaa... My lovely grams~~ we always have the same interest in everything! (n_n)

then on the evening, when my lil' sister came back from school, we watch the new Barbie movie..Barbie and The Three Musketeers....

I love Barbie movies...i wish i could wear all the dresses that she got to wear..T___T....just love all the dresses and the happy ending~~hahahahaa..call me 'immature'..i dont care.. i still love Barbie!!!...hehehee...Barbie is my idol~~ beautiful, confident, graceful, brave and everything a girl wish she could be~~~..*i just cant stop ranting*
Oh well, it's a good movie...just that the prince is not really handsome as in the others..eventhough its just a cartoon, still...looks does matter esp for the charming prince character..hahahaha


well, gotta go now...need to sleep..tiring day...eventhough i didnt go to work...but tonight, been helping out my mum to make n decorate the cake for tomorrow...her office is doing some 'ramah tamah aidilfitri'...tired arms and hands from all the beating...*sigh*

XOXO <3

~~ awww-some day~~~

Monday, October 5, 2009

a great holiday for me today~~~ hahhaa...well...it's not really a holiday as i have to got to my college to meet my friends to ask them to help me out with my system~~ i'm so doomed with the system!!! Damn! how i wish i'm just doing website~~ *sigh*

Oh well...have a great day around those familiar faces that i missed..(n_n)..exchanging new videos and movies...and  right now i'm soooooo in love with the new SuJu's video..Super Girl..They're called SuJu M now, coz they have new member, Henry...(n_n)..anyway, all of them still hot!! ;p





this is the mandarin version (n_n)...nice one!




this is the korean version...

OMG~~~ i'm addicted now~~ XD
the sound is quite similar to their other song..Sorry sorry...and the girl in the video is Jessica from SNSD!!! I wonder when will they get Tiffany in their video... now, they already have two girls from SNSD to cameo in their vids! All nice~~hahahaha...


Tonight i'm gonna start watching Glee~~~ yeay~~ :D

I used to missed all the teasings my girl friends used to play...i'm always being the victim! hah! And today they did teased me like hell!!! huahuahua~~~

and thank you suzie for the late lunch!hehehe..next time i'll treat u k! (n_n)

thats all for now...

XOXO <3

~~~Sunshine in the rain~~~

One word to describe today

Supercalifragalisticexpialidocious!!!

eventhough i have slept in very late last night, and didnt get enough sleep...but i get thru half the day being ok...i guess..hahhaha...

ok.. so, i'm back with my favourite violin teacher! *wink*.....very happy right now..no more depression going to class..hahhahaa....It's been a long time we didnt meet and the first topic we talk about is, our old "scary" violin teacher... we've been very bad talking about him that way don't we kiong? hahahha...oh well...wat to do liaw...he made it that way...we're just a helpless couple of students who ran away from him.... ROTFL 

my music school interrogates me today on why i want to change the teacher and bla bla bla...hahaha..so i tell them the truth..the reason i didnt want to continue in my old school is becoz i want to run away from 'that' teacher....i try to be comfortable with the way he teach, but i just can't....he's toooooo quiet~~~ 
 
oh well...have a fun day at class today...and i invited my teacher for lunch at my house...*hopefully u dont get lost again after this la kan? ;p*
i introduce him to some of my fav local cartoonist from Gempakstarz...we talk about anime...
and honestly, this is the first time (besides my chinese family,that is), i met a chinese who likes to eat chicken curry and rendang~~~ glad u like it kiong...(n_n)..

and i went to work again today..covering my boss...it rains heavily and we thought that no one would come....but then, quite a no of table again tonight...fuh! but, thankfully, around 9pm just a few table left and i can relax a bit coz got other staff to covered it for me (n_n)...
Tonight, one of the regular customer called James..he's a photographer and he said that he's the one who took the big DUN building pics that are posted in the ad... at first i came to him just to ask what type of Sony DSLR that he have in his hand..so he told me that it's an A-700...he showed me all the pics that he took..he said that his pics is mostly on cave, building and etc...he's such a nice old man...and he loves to hugs people...LOL...all of the staff tonight is being hug by him and he show around his precious pics of the cave that he just went a couple of days ago...


yah~~ eventhough the event today in my life is not really exciting for some people, but it really made my day! (^^,)
  • getting back my fav teacher
  • talk and share some nice advice with a profesional photographer and i get the chance to hold his DSLR for a while...*esctatic*
  • it's raining heavily...i just love watching the rain~~~ <3
  • i learned how to use the till machine at my work place and i can make the bills for customers without having to wait for our manager..hahahha
  • tomorrow i'm given holiday from my boss...oh wait, it's today...LOL


well, that's all for now...better  go hit the sack, coz tomorrow need to wake up early to go to grams house~~~ miss her soo much!

XOXO <3

~~~ Daily movies of real people~~~

Sunday, October 4, 2009

okaaayyyy~~~ just get back from work~~ fuh, really tired...
My boss is out of town, so she ask me to sit in to watch over the restaurant tonight n tomorrow night...

So, can't really sleep right now...just checking my twitters and chat with Demi Lovato!!!!
how cool is that??? *excited state*  :D



okay, enuf with my twitting around... so tonight, i help out as a waitress at the restaurant...having a great day..coz no boss around!hahaha.. we, the staff, ordered some of the food from the menu as we get 50% as staff..so around 5.30 (before the rest open) we ordered food that we wud like to try... and i ordered Sizzling Sirloin with Mushroom Sauce!!! yummy~~~<3 i'm so full until now...*happy stomach* XD



So, we covered quite a number of table tonight and we also have a couple of Dutch customer...it's funny that the old man was asking me about what sauce that he can get with his Sizzling Sirloin, and i told him, that there r red wine sauce, black pepper sauce and mushroom sauce...and he ask me, "what is mushroom???"...and i was like.."well......ermmmm...." i just smile at him and speechless..*i can't go on and explain to him in a scientific way can i?*hahahhaa...the words just building in my head on how to answer him..i was thinking to say..'it's in a fungi family, looks like an umbrella kind of thing..bla bla bla...'...and Thank God! his wife explain it to him in dutch language...hahhahaa...may be i shud learn dutch! ;p




And as all the food is served to all the customers, i was standing there at the corner..looking at each table..just to see if they need anything like more drinks or etc... and i started to realize how different these couples interact with each other...there r about 5 table at that time...
  1. there are this chinese couple, the guy was talking so animatedly with his girlfriend while eating his tenderloin steak, but the funny thing is, his gf just keep nodding her head while she herself was engrossed in reading her book that she hold in front of her bf face...the guy practically talking to the book cover actually...*i have to keep myself from laughing,but at the same time, i feel pity for the guy*
  2. then there is these two friends hanging out..they keep talking and updating about each others life while keep taking pics of themselves...quite friendly...nice people i wud say..(n_n)
  3. there are these couple,the girl is very pretty and they talk n laugh very loud..not really friendly...as if they came juz to show off or something..they came..order drinks, talk n laugh very loud..then leave..just like dat..huh!
  4. then the other table is 2 chinese girl,who shared each food they orderd..looks like a very good friend to me..very nice..always smiling when i looks towards them...looks quite shy...i tried to talk to them,but they just answer me with single syllable and smile sheepishly..hahaha....;p
  5. lastly,the dutch couple...they're very friendly, a tourist..coz they told me that they kust arrive from Hilton hotel with a cab...they looks like a loving couple..having holiday together...they talk in their mother;s tounge of course..so i dont understand anything that they're talking about..hehehe..;p



oh well, atleast all of them r happy with their foods n drinks....just finish watching The Vampire Diaries Ep4 while writing this down...quite frustrated at first when watching it..coz it altered the book quite a lot..esp Elena, who supposed to be blonde..gold blonde hair...but the one that in the series are dark hair..and the storyline also quite differ..but the story are quite good...so i dont really mind...just like how they altered Gossip Girl..still, it's a great show! XD



Stefan,Elena n Damon
I just love this new poster of  Vampire Diaries...they look great!

that's all for now...it's morning oredi..shud get my sleep for my class tomorrow~~(n_n)

XOXO <3

~~UnCurEaBle AddiCtiOn~~

Friday, October 2, 2009

one word....oh well, three actually~~


Cashew Nut Chocolate!!!!

been a while since i had those!!!
I love chocs! But i love the one with cashew nuts and cookies or honey in it the most!

I always craved for cashew nuts choc when i'm stressed!hahaha...esp during my final exams period!
my mum keep saying that i'm fat, but she still keep buying those chocs for even when i didnt ask her to! thanks mum! <3

my all-time fav!!!



when i want a sugar rush! the best medicine for me! XD


chocolate heaven!!!! Breakaway is one of my fav too!! coz got cookies in it!!! *nyum nyum nyum*

to my frens that used to give me chocolate to me, i just want u guys to know that, chocolates really made my day!!! Doumo arigatou neh!! (n_n)

XOXO <3

~~~sync-ink mai ha-art ow-ttt~~~

Thursday, October 1, 2009

I listen to the songs
My heart sings along
I wish that i could belong
To someone that i have longed


Making it rhyme is not my intention
It just pops out in every direction
Like what i like to do with my caption
Sometimes i wish i could make it into action




Sitting on my bed, with the lyrics in my head
A wishful thinking that turns into a sweet dreams
Sometimes i feel like i don't want to wake up
Coz all the happiness that i feel traps inside


I keep searching, looking, wishing
For a charming prince to finally found me
But  all that's left is just a dream
I don't want to give up hoping

People keeps telling me that it's impossible
To find a true love in this modern world
But i will keep on fighting to find you
The one whom my soul belongs to

Maybe i sound pathetics, maybe i sound delirious
I dont need people to keep telling me
What's wrong, and what's right
Because i will keep on trying and loving with all my heart



XOXO <3