10.10.10

don't you just love that number?? XD

I'm born on the 10th day...

so 10 has always been my fav no~

It's been a busy week and busy days..

but I feel restless..

I need to get out all this feelings from my system..

But then, not all...

Even if I pour it out, that particular person won't be reading I guess..

Is it so hard to wear your heart on your sleeve???

Well, it doesn't seems hard when he's around me...

But it seems hard when he was around his friends...and when we are far apart...

I miss you Mr Darcy..

I wish I could just pour it out to you, but I guess, I'm afraid that you'll hate me...

The only feeling that I hope you won't feel towards me..

It's good to finally hear your voice last time and I wish I could hear more..

I hope you're doing fine...

I do feel lonely without you...but I guess you're much stronger than I am...coz you never showed it..

All I wanna say is, I'm missing you more and more each day...

Try to forget you, but it seems like I always forget to forget about you...

If you do read this, please take care of yourself when I won't be able to look over you anymore...

I hope you'll be happy with your true love if you ever find yours...

Coz I believe I've found mine...and that's you :D

But I don't know if I can hold on much longer with my health deteriorating each single day...

I don't want to be a real CRIPPLE that would bother your life...anymore..☹

I guess, I'll just let you go

and thank you for all the beautiful memories with the fireflies ♥

naraj 10'