♥...Dear...♥

the first time I saw you

you looking at me

with that look in your eyes

makes me feel naked

and I hate you from that day on

an unsettling feeling and emotion coming over me

everytime I feel you looking at me

and I feel like everything I do is not right

that look you gave me, gives me a feeling I never felt before

and I hate that alien feeling

so I decided to hate you

Then we move on to the different phase of our life

never thought that I'd see you again

and there you are smiling at me

my heart skip a beat

when you tell me your name and you known mine

that smile of yours have capture my heart there and then

and you make me remember the things I've forget

you remember the clothes that I wear

you remember the colours that I've forget

and I'm touched

slowly time goes by

and you were there when my world comes tumbling down

you were there to pick me up when that person throw me away

you were there

you gave me strength to make it through

you gave me hope when my hope is gone

you gave me the sweet revenge that I need

I know I've been pestering you ever since

I can't seem to go on without you

You were scared, I know

of the past that you seem to not forget

I tried to reach for you but you backed away

and I was scared that you'll hate me

so I try to move on

then you came again when I wasn't expecting you to

you gave me hope and love

you said those words to me

and I feel blessed

it feels like a fairytale story to me

you were there at the middle of the night

you were there to keep me company

you were there to listen to my ramblings

you were there to listen to me sleeping

you were there to brush away my nightmares

but I guess, it's always too much for you

coz you move back into your caccoon

and I'm all alone again

just when I started to forget about you

you came to find me

my heart just won't listen to my head

and I fall for you again

the memories of the forest of fireflies you brought me to

now seems so far away

the way you like to lean your head to mine

the way you touch my hands along the way

the way you called me

makes my heart aches

everytime I remembered the things that you said

the sorry that you asked

the love that you said you have to let go

I thought I could show you

how much I care for you

even when we are apart

you have nothing to be afraid of

but I guess, that fear is much more stronger than my love for you

but you still keep me in this silent

and you even left me alone when I need you most

and now I'm left to tend and bandaged my own wounds

when you said that you scared of hurting me

but when you left, you just did what you're scared of

suddenly I'm back at the core

thinking of her who you like before

did you love her, the way you love me?

is there a chance that there might be traces of her that you still miss?

I'll try to move on while waiting for you to come back

you said you're scared that I'd left you for my true love

Well darling,for me you are my true love

naraj 10'

♥