Love...
All over the world, in different language, yet it's still the same emotion for everyone...
But...*thinking*...what exactly is love? How do we know that it is love not lust? How did we manage to get involved in one? *dont mean to sound so pessimist..lol..juz a question that pops out of my silly little head*
There's a lot of definition to love from different anonymous and also knowned characters...
Love is any of a number of emotions and experiences related to a sense of strong affection and attachment - Wikipedia
love is to be delighted by the happiness of another - Gottfried Leibniz
Have a great affection or liking for something or someone - Anonymous
A strong positive emotion of regard and affection - Anonymous
still, u can search and found alot of definitions for love...
The thing is, how does real love really feels?
For a girl, who've been cheated by her boyfriend, i was wondering, how in the world should i know how the real love looks like and how to know if it's real or fake?
How should i know that i am indeed in love, not just some crush or lust over someone?
The word love are easily used nowadays...seems like it's lost the magic in it...
Before I involved in relationship (which is only once -_-|||), i used to imagine that when being in love or a relationship, you would always feel happy and being loved and also secured for having someone that always be there for you... I always think that it would feels like a happily ever after kind of thing, like the one i used to watch as a kid in movies...
But sadly, when i get into one, all i feel is , a feeling of mistrust(coz, he keeps lying n i dont know why..hate LIARS!!), keeps feeling like something is slithering my heart inside ( a painful,yet still bearable feelings), feels like i'm being mistreated and unappreciated (he always chose his friends over me! Damn!)...plus, he makes me feels guilty to talk with my bestfriend (whom is a guy..but, Duh! we've been bestfriend since like 4years oredi..platonic feelings k!), but it's ok for him to sit, laugh away n whispering with his friend (whom is a girl, n he just known her for like 2 months??)...
My sister n my friends keep telling me that he's no good for me..but i dont know why i still bcak him up at that time eventhough he hurt me a-Hell-lot!!!...He cheated on my once, with his ex-girl...i forgive him *but i dont forget! never!!*, i take him back, then he cheated me again with this girl that we both known,*which he used to called her ugly n a bitch!*...and that's the last straw for me! hahahaa...Finally, i guess i've reached my limit for patience... we broke up...without nothing to say...I stop calling him or msgg him for about 2 months..and all he give me is a miss called...Duh!!! I assume that we have broken up by then..n we didnt talk almost like a year or so... I dont mind at all, but seems like he's the one who's scared to approach me... Dare to mess with me again????!!! muahahahaha *evil laugh*
Well, now that he have a new gf, i'm feeling quite sorry for that girl..because he didnt admit that she's his gf to anyone...if he's walking with that girl, then he saw me, he would walk faster n left the girl behind..what kind of boyfriend is that????
Ah, well...as long as the girl can keep up with his player attitude, i guess she'll be ok..wish them the best! hahahahaaaaaa~~~
As for me, still waiting for a charming prince or a gentleman that will love me for who i am, not because how i look, respect me, and always be there for me...no matter what...*sigh*
Oh god, give him to me already~~hahahahhaa....
Well,that's all for love~~~
XOXO <3
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