~~~ Lurking Behind The ShaDowS~~~

Another post for today~~~ Fuh! ehehee~~ ^_^||||

*sorry guys, just can't help it*

Suddenly it comes back to me...about what i've been thinking last nite~~~

trying to see the me in others' shoe...

To All My Friends, I'm Sorry if i've been a burden to you guys all these while and not realizing if i'm being a sarcastic bitch to you guys~~~ Gomene!!!! 

I realize that, i tend to get away from those who loves to complicate their own life... It's not like i dont want to help them, I did and will help if they come to me for help~~~ I'm just the kind of person, who never had the heart to say No to those who needs help... The thing is, I've made my life much more complicated for me and myself, so i think i don't need others complicated life to bother in my head...*sorry if it sound harsh*

And i know that i'm the kind of girl, who tends to get clingy to those that i like and adore... those who i look up too..esp when i'm in trouble and got no one to turn to... I'm sorry for burdening ur life with my pathetic wail...hahahaaa...*not that i'm wailing at them,mind you ;p*

and thank you so much for always being there for me, being patients with me, eventhough i did stupid things that u guys already told me again and again it's not good for me...Sometimes, my head just love to do the other way round than what u guys advice me too...

To my bestfriend since matrix (u noe who u r), to my oniisamas (who always give me brilliant advice on life...u guys r the best when it comes to life and how to deal with it! Plus, both of u r taurus...i guess, taurus loves to think bout life huh?!), to my ex-roommate for 3 years ( i miss u dear, n u r the best dongsaeng n friend anyone could ever had...eventhough u r younger than me, sometimes ur thoughts are more matured than mine..hehehe..*hugs*), to my other friends that surrounds me (if u r reading this that is, who knows who i am, coz i give u the link..;p)....u guys have help me grow and blossoms in a great environment..*eventhough i was surrounded by some leech that keeps giving me negative attitudes and advice*,  u guys are the light in that darkness...

Thank you and sorry is not enough to describe my appreciations to you guys...

I'm sorry if i'm not being a good friend for sometime... I'm the kind of girl who sometimes, get tired of the hectic world..and when i get the chance to be by myself, i'll absorb myself in that world and ignore the rest...

It's not that i dont like being with you guys, you know how i enjoy hanging out with you all...eventhough i noe i'm not such a great companion coz i dont really socialize that well...hehehe..;p

But i guess, u guys knows me well enough right?

Sorry if i always ask for your guys advice but never listen to it...*i noe u guys will totally agree with this one*...esp advice in that love department..hahahaa..sorry again...but dont worry, i'm ok with everything now...trying to embrace everything that life has for me...and no thinking for 'love' anymore...hahahaa.. tired oredi, just wanna wait for my prince to come and save me *lol (n_n)*

And Thank You for staying being my friends eventhough i dont think i'm that good to be around you guys... Coz i just keep messing my life and getting it complicated day by day..eventhough i try not to....heheheee (^^,)

That's all for my friends...

XOXO <3