....in the midst of everything...

everything that swirling around me

hearing the voices inside my head

I'm in a path where I can see everything

But I just dont know where to start or to turn to

I used to think I can do anything

Naively, I thought that I could get it all

Logically, I could

But it seems that everything and everyone is against me

Now, all I could is just swimming with the flow

I get tired trying to go against it

Sometimes it feels worthless

But most of the time it feels good...and I love it!

Somehow, I feel like giving up

I feel like I should be content being this way

But I still feel like there's more for me

Like I could get anything that I want

But today of most day

I feel like it's just a dreams

Not a reality I should be living in

And I'm back to where I started...being clueless~~~

naraj09©

XOXO  ♥