~~ShaDowS QuoTe oF tHe DaY~~

LaW mAkeR sHoUlD nOt bE lAw BrEaKeR

Life fails to be perfect but never fails to be beautiful~
-anon-



Falling Fast

Wednesday, December 16, 2015

I woke up and saw the sun today
You came by without a warning
You put a smile on my face
I want that for every morning

What is it I'm feeling?
Cause I can't let it go
If seeing is believing
Then I already know

I'm falling fast
I hope this lasts
I'm falling hard for you
I say "Let's take a chance"
Take it while we can
I know you feel it too

I'm falling fast

It doesn't matter what we do
You make everything seem brighter
I never knew I needed you
Like a sad song needs a sea of lighters

What is it I'm feeling?
Cause I can't let it go
If seeing is believing
I already know


I hope you know
I hope it lasts
I'm falling hard, I'm falling fast
We can go, no holding back

Never Play

Thursday, October 22, 2015

Never play by the stairs, your bound to fall down 
Never play by the hillside, You might slip and break your crown 
Never play by the fire, It's a danger to your health 
Never play by the wall, You might fall and break yourself 
Never play by the river, You might tumble in and drown 
Never play by the fields, You'll get filthy, dirty and brown 
Never play by yourself It's a danger to be alone 
Never stray too far away, It's not safe outside of home 

I didn't ask to be born 
I don't think I'll ask to die 
I didn't ask for the ground beneath my feet 
I didn't ask for the sky 
All that I ask, My darling 
All I really ask of you 
All that I ask, My darling 
Is that you stay here with me.

Youth

Shadows settle on the place, that you left.
Our minds are troubled by the emptiness.
Destroy the middle, it's a waste of time.
From the perfect start to the finish line.

And if you're still breathing, you're the lucky ones.
'Cause most of us are heaving through corrupted lungs.
Setting fire to our insides for fun
Collecting names of the lovers that went wrong
The lovers that went wrong.

We are the reckless,
We are the wild youth
Chasing visions of our futures
One day we'll reveal the truth
That one will die before he gets there.

And if you're still bleeding, you're the lucky ones.
'Cause most of our feelings, they are dead and they are gone.
We're setting fire to our insides for fun.
Collecting pictures from a flood that wrecked our home,
It was a flood that wrecked this home.

And you caused it,
And you caused it,
And you caused it

Well I've lost it all, I'm just a silhouette,
I'm a lifeless face that you'll soon forget,
And my eyes are damp from the words you left,
Ringing in my head, when you broke my chest.
Ringing in my head, when you broke my chest.

And if you're in love, then you are the lucky one,
'Cause most of us are bitter over someone.
Setting fire to our insides for fun,
To distract our hearts from ever missing them.
But I'm forever missing him.

Goodbye Agony

Tuesday, August 18, 2015

Heaven's gone, the battle's won
I had to say goodbye
Lived and learned from every fable
Written by your mind
And I wonder how to move on
From all I had inside
Place my cards upon the table
In blood I draw the line
I've given all my pride

Living a life of misery
Always there, just underneath
Haunting me, quietly alone
It’s killing me, killing me
Dead and gone, what's done is done
You were all I had become
I'm letting go of what I once believed
So goodbye agony

I watch the stars and setting suns
As the years are passing by
I never knew that hope was fatal
Until I looked it in the eye
And now I'm not sure I am able
To reach the other side
Casting out the light

Living a life of misery
Always there, just underneath
Haunting me, quietly alone
It’s killing me, killing me
Dead and gone, what's done is done
You were all I had become
I'm letting go of what I once believed
So goodbye agony
Goodbye agony

Not alone in forgiving
The faithful and the blind
Innocence is forsaken
I leave 'em all behind
And then I see that even angels never die

Living a life of misery
Always there, just underneath
Haunting me, quietly alone
It’s killing me, killing me
Dead and gone, what's done is done
You were all I had become
I'm letting go of what I once believed
So goodbye agony
Goodbye agony

Begin Again

Wednesday, August 12, 2015

Wake up to sun
Cause morning does come
If all you can rely on is the feel of your feet on the wood floor
And all you can depend on is all movement gives you some direction then

Begin Again
You're no calendar, you're no concrete plan
Begin Again
Don't waste your time waiting for someone to tell you when

Wake up to sun
Cause morning still comes
So move around your furniture
Or put it all out on curb
and drive away to something new, yeah
watch the skyline sink behind you

And
Begin Again
You're no calendar, you're no concrete plan
Begin Again
Don't waste your time waiting for someone to tell you when
Begin Again
Cause walking out doors only works if you shut them
Begin Again
And quit looking backwards; you know where you have been
Begin Again
You're no calendar, you're no concrete plan
Begin Again
Don't waste your time, cause no ones going to tell you when

Wake Up

Let It All Go

Thursday, August 6, 2015

I've been sleepless at night
Coz I dont know how I feel
I've been waiting on you
Just to say something real

There's a light on the road and I think u know
Morning has come and i have to go

I dont know why, i dont know why
we need to break so hard
i dont know why we break so hard

but if we strong enough to let it in,
we strong enough to let it go,
let it all go, let it all go,let it all out now
let it all go, let it all go,let it all out now

if i look back to the start now I know
i see everything true
u steal the fire in my heart my darling
but i'm not burning for you

we started it wrong and i think you know
we waited too long, now i have to go

I dont know why, i dont know why
we need to break so hard
i dont know why we break so hard

but if we strong enough to let it in,
we strong enough to let it go,
let it all go, let it all go,let it all out now
let it all go, let it all go,let it all out now

Who says, who says
who says, who says

Who says truth is beauty after all
and who says love should break us when we fall

but if we strong enough to let it in,
we strong enough to let it go,
let it all go, let it all go,let it all out now
let it all go, let it all go,let it all out now

Clean

Thursday, April 23, 2015

The drought was the very worst
When the flowers that we'd grown together died of thirst
It was months, and months of back and forth
You're still all over me like a wine-stained dress I can't wear anymore

Hung my head as I lost the war, and the sky turned black like a perfect storm

Rain came pouring down when I was drowning
That's when I could finally breathe
And by morning gone was any trace of you,
I think I am finally clean

There was nothing left to do
When the butterflies turned to dust that covered my whole room
So I punched a hole in the roof
Let the flood carry away all my pictures of you

The water filled my lungs, I screamed so loud but no one heard a thing

Rain came pouring down when I was drowning
That's when I could finally breathe
And by morning, gone was any trace of you,
I think I am finally clean
I think I am finally clean
Said I think I am finally clean

10 months sober, I must admit
Just because you're clean don't mean you don't miss it
10 months older, I won't give in
Now that I'm clean I'm never gonna risk it


The drought was the very worst
When the flowers that we'd grown together died of thirst

Rain came pouring down when I was drowning
That's when I could finally breathe
And by morning gone was any trace of you,
I think I am finally clean

Rain came pouring down when I was drowning
That's when I could finally breathe
And by morning gone was any trace of you
I think I am finally clean
Finally clean
Think I'm finally clean
Think I'm finally clean

Linger

Monday, April 20, 2015

If you, if you could return, don't let it burn, don't let it fade.

I'm sure I'm not being rude, but it's just your attitude,
It's tearing me apart, It's ruining everything.

I swore, I swore I would be true, and honey, so did you.
So why were you holding her hand? Is that the way we stand?
Were you lying all the time? Was it just a game to you?

But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

Oh, I thought the world of you.
I thought nothing could go wrong,
But I was wrong. I was wrong.
If you, if you could get by, trying not to lie,
Things wouldn't be so confused and I wouldn't feel so used,
But you always really knew, I just wanna be with you.


But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger
, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? 
Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

Sober

Thursday, March 5, 2015

And I don't know
This could break my heart or save me
Nothing's real
Until you let go completely
So here I go with all my thoughts I've been saving
So here I go with all my fears weighing on me

And I don't know
I could crash and burn but maybe
At the end of this road I might catch a glimpse of me
So I won't worry about my timing, I want to get it right
No comparing, second guessing, no not this time

Three months and I'm still breathing
Been a long road since those hands I left my tears in but I know
It's never really over, no

Wake up

Three months and I'm still standing here
Three months and I'm getting better yeah
Three months and I still am

Three months and it's still harder now
Three months I've been living here without you now
Three months yeah, three months

Three months and I'm still breathing
Three months and I still remember it
Three months and I wake up

Three months and I'm still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers

Cold

Tuesday, February 17, 2015

Cause I'm dying here
You were lying it was you and I forever
But now you make me shiver in the light
And I'm dying here,
And I'm crying over you that I remember
But now you make me shiver
You're so cold

Am I meant to sit here
And just take this,
When you promised me that I would be the one that you would never leave
I can't believe I fell for what you said
Does it make you feel good to make me feel less than I am?
Does it make you feel strong? Like you're a bigger man?

What did I do to deserve you to shut me out?
Did I love too much? Is that what this is about?
I used to thank god every morning for having you in my life
And now I'm praying just to forget you, and you know why


And if you were gonna lie, at least be a man and lie it to my face.
So you can watch my tears turn to blood, as I tear myself apart
Wondering why, why I ever fell for you
I put myself through hell for you


**** you, I hate you!
I love you, I need you
I wanna run, but I don't wanna run if you're not gonna find me.
So we should just pretend to be friends, right?
And fake our way to the bitter end.


You said that I'm the one
So why'd you leave me shivering in the cold?

Talk

Monday, January 19, 2015

I reached for you,
But you were gone
Life's never been worse but never been better

I've been picking up the pieces that you left behind
Let me remind you that this is what you wanted
You ended it
You were all I wanted
But not like this

This love left a permanent mark
I fell to my knees
But it meant nothing to you
You never turn back as you leave
What kind of heart that never look back?

You filled up my glass,
with promises that can never last
And all the things that we once said
are not in my heart, they're in my head

You were a moment in my life that comes and goes
A riddle a rhyme that no one knows
A change in the heart, a twist of fate

So I learned to be okay with just me
and I'll be fine on the outside
and I'm doing fine on the inside so far
But life was never as it seems
Just like a faded memory
I'll remember I am not alone