what could be...

trying to hold back

everything that I wanna say
trying to understand

what exactly you are to me

I've been patient for so long

giving you the peek of what's inside

but you never seem to understand
or are you just trying to pretend

wishing that yesterday would be the day

where I'll say it out loud and clearly to you

but everything seem to be in the way

and I can only watch you walk away

maybe it's my fault for being a fool

not understanding what you really mean before

and maybe now it's too late

but i really hope you still feel the same way as before

naraj©2011

xoxo ♥

Only A Fool...

when what if creeps into my mind

when I wish I had done more than I have

and I suddenly realized

i have done all i can when you let me die

i gave you my heart coz i thought it would last

i gave my trust coz i thought you would be the same

but you threw it away without hesitation

and I feel like a fool to believe you twice

its the last straw that you took from me

its the last hope i could ever give to anybody

and you took it all away when you leave me

now my heart is just a space fill with stone of ice

naraj©11

xoxo ♥