...Say Hello To Goodbye...

performed by Shontelle

written by Martin Hansen, Layne, Sorvaag

Hey there stranger, how you been
Feels like I'm standing on the outside looking in
At the mess we left behind
And it's a long way to fall
I gave you everything I had
I gave it all
And then my heart was on the line

I can't hate you
Any longer
I know I'm going to miss you
I'll forget it and let it go.

Say hello to goodbye, cause it's gone forever
No more try, you and I
Not now, not ever
And I'll get by without you
I'm not going back again
I'm not going to lie to you
Cause, that was there and only then.

Say hello to goodbye
Say hello...

And this is how it has to be
Cause it's a deadly combination, you and me
You know it's undeniable
Even though we tried it all
We brought the worst out in each other
I recall
We can't act it anymore

What doesn't kill you
It makes you stronger
And though I'm going to miss you
I'll forget it and let you go
Say hello to good-bye

It's gone forever
No more try, you and I
Not now, not ever
And I'll get by without you
I'm not going back again
I'm not going to lie to you
Cause, that was there and only then.

Say hello to goodbye
Say hello...

And even though the tears will dry
I can't completely disconnect
Couldn't make the compromise
Didn't have a safety net

Say hello to goodbye
Heeey ya ya

Say hello, goodbye

Say hello to good-bye
It's gone forever
No more try, you and I
Not now, not ever
And I'll survive without you
I'm not going back again
I'm not going to lie to you
Cause, that was there and only then.

Say hello, to goodbye
Say hello, to goodbye
Say hello, hello
To goodbye.

...Just LOL...

and I wanna laugh it off

coz I make myself sound silly

and I asked myself  "really??"

coz its all just a fucking game for you

and I thought that I was strong

I thought I could play along

but instead I fall off the edge

and now I'm left with the damage

this heart is not functioning no more

with you, it's the final straw

and I dont wanna care anymore

coz there's no room left that are cured

and you thought I would cry?

sorry it just never happen

my tears are all dried up before you

and it still won't come out for you

naraj©11

xoxo ♥

..Annoyismn...

curiosity? oh it is good...but it also can kill...
but now, it only cause me lots and lots of annoyance!!!
what would you feel when, one day..out of the blue, some unknown number called you but they didnt speak a word? and you feel stupid talking to the empty phone until they hang up on you...
aahh~ maybe some would say, I should be flattered coz maybe some admire are flirting with me...
Duh!!!

one thing to be straight, I dont play games in this LOVE department...
and I hate people playing tricks or hide-and-seek with me!
sorry, I'm not that kind of girl..if you planned to play around, go find someone else...
and I don't take relationship easily...I only go for the serious type or long term type...so, anyone that wants to dump me as soon as you guys had enough of me, you are sooo in my BLACK LIST now...
poach my heart and I'll let you die slowly... muahahahaha~ *evil laugh*

I'll wallow, I'll be sad...and that's because those feelings are my muse...but that doesn't mean that I really can't get over it...I'm sooooo over it the day you start feeding me your LIES...

to the number owner, seems like you've known me...and you should be thankful that I dont have any credit to give you a piece of me that you'll regret...tell me the truth and you'll be spared...
Just stop this annoying thingy ok!!! I need peace not some curiosity that'll cause me annoyance...better hurry before it's too late...I may forgive, but you may be ignored...
there...
thank you for listening...

naraj©2011

xoxo ♥

..is it that much fun?...

does that makes you superior?

does it makes you feel good?

do you think she's just a trophy?

for you to show off and leave her be?

she used to be a shining star

and with you she shines brighter

but then you stole that shines away

leaving her dead in the hallway

Girl you know you are way more better
don't let him steal your lights away

you're still that pearl inside your shell
you just have to find it again

naraj©2011

xoxo ♥

...sense of solid ground...

I would not fall

I would not break

I'm tired of all the fairytale lie

and I'm glad to be where I am now

maybe I'll fall and breakdown

but not now, not for you

these tears won't fall for you

maybe I should see that as a sign

all the things you did before

I am trying not to think about

but maybe I will once in a while

coz I'm not bulletproof

I won't wish for you anymore

Coz you're just a memory I'd rather forget

I'll found someone like you

or should I say better than you

and forgive me for deleting you

and all the misses that I've said

maybe it's just a lie my heart told me

coz I don't even feel a thing about you and her

I've found my solid ground

I've found my one and only Love

and He would never leave me hanging and begging

you're just a broken string that I would never fix

naraj©2011

xoxo ♥

...it's those feelings again...

i finally found out

that we were done

thanks for making me realize

I was not worth your time

thank you for making me feel

being so beautiful for a while

though I know it's not real

but I believe you somehow

Love makes you stupid

Love makes you blind

and I know I'm not moving

though I said I'll move on

coz here I go again

wishing for you

listening to your voice singing

like when I had you

though you didn't hear me

but you said you knew

how much you meant to me

and how I miss you

how I wish I could lie

and turn it into the truth

coz it all falls apart

and I can't turn to you

naraj©2011

xoxo ♥

...sometimes silent is good..sometimes it kills the heart...

you may feel sad

you may be down

you may say that you did terribly than the other

and you might blame others for not understanding

you want people to feel what you feel

want them to not talk about their own anxiety

want them to just shut up

coz you think they're not considerate of you

but did you ever thought

how they feel when you push them away

when you just disappears

and left them tired and sad

why can't you just say

say it out loud

that you want to be alone

that you'd take care of yourself

you never care

you never bother

all you know is what you feel

but you dont feel any empathy

-naraj©2011-

xoxo ♥

..words...

Even if it's just words...it kills my spirit...
even if you doesn't intend to do it...but still my soul feels remorse...
I know I'm not up to your expectations...and I'm sorry...
I'm trying my best to do all that I could...
You make me feel like the light I'm holding on in this tunnel suddenly fade away...
Now I'm lost and I dont know how to get going...
It's dark and I feel tired...
Maybe I should just sit here in the dark for a while...
and wait for the lights from a passerby...
but I'm scared that I'd be going down under...
without me realizing what's happening...
My spirit, my soul...
I need my salvation~

-naraj©2011-

XOXO ♥