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-anon-



the vacation and the aftermath

Monday, December 26, 2022

First of all, its been years since i feel like writing anything.
So, last 3 weeks i was in Switzerland...the place of my dreams and tha last 4 days was in Venice & Milano Italy.
The views, the scenery was everything i could ever wish for..the snows, the crystal rains.
But tour guides and the company, kinda spoils everything.
I was constantly feeling livid and angry to our guides, uncomfortable and annoyed to some toxic people in the group and to top it off, being invalidated,shut off and not supported by my own mom on the things that im feeling and going through just cause she wants to make sure she looks good in her friends company and her friends wont talk shits about me coz of me being so open and honest about how i feel. 
I cant run away, i was stucked with them the whole 2 weeks and at some point, my mom kinda resented when i got sick with my nonstop cough..but i was still going around with her and her group and being the proper tour guide to our shitty guides.
Im gonna update this as it is..but for now,ill stop here