Leaving

I gave you every pieces of me
I gave you every little pieces thats left of me
I told you how you have the power now
The power to destroy of whats left of me

I was crushed when you gave me disloyalty
I was drowning when you fed me all your lies
But i still try to hold on to you
Trying to believe in you
Trying to think the best of you

But you go behind my back
Lied to my face
Leaving me crumbling on the floor
And you never look back

I wonder if one day
You will look back to find me here
Waiting for you still to fix me
But i wont
Because today i am leaving
All those memories behind

You will cease to exist in me
I will forget your name
You will cry someday
For pushing me away today
Coz now i know i'm not a glass but a diamond
No scars will ruined me anymore

-Naraj 2018-

From the Bottom of my Broken Heart

"Never look back," we said
How was I to know I'd miss you so?
Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behind
Where do I go?

And you didn't hear
All my joy through my tears
All my hopes through my fears
Did you know, still I miss you somehow

From the bottom of my broken heart
There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
You were my first love, you were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even though time may find me somebody new
You were my real love, I never knew love
'Til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart

"Baby," I said, "please stay.
Give our love a chance for one more day"
We could have worked things out
Taking time is what love's all about

But you put a dart
Through my dreams through my heart
And I'm back where I started again
Never thought it would end

You promised yourself
But to somebody else
And you made it so perfectly clear
Still I wish you were here

"Never look back," we said
How was I to know I'd miss you so?