where i stood

I don't know what I've done
Or if I like what I've begun
But something told me to run
And honey you know me it's all or none

There were sounds in my head
LIttle voices whispering
That I should go and this should end
Oh and I found myself listening

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cos she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood

See I thought love was black and white
That it was wrong or it was right
But you ain't leaving without a fight
And I think I am just as torn inside

And I won't be far from where you are if ever you should call
You meant more to me than anyone I ever loved at all
But you taught me how to trust myself and so I say to you
This is what I have to do

losing hope

Sad, beautiful tragic love affair

Love...
I never thought that I would fall for him
I never thought that I would end up loving him
I never thought that I would love again

I fall for him
Fall for the idea of the future he keep telling me of
Fall for the idea of getting engaged and married in a short time
Fall for the idea of living together soon in a Halal way
Fall for the idea of a mature part of him

But I guess
once the feeling is lost
no matter how i tried to begged
he wont come back

I guess love just lost
I guess my life is just a circle of people abandoning me
I guess I'm not worth for anyone to stay
I guess I am not fit to be love

Coz in the end,
they would say I was trying to change them
in the end,
they would put all the blame on me when everything was being discussed
in the end,
I'm the only one who is stupid enough to be loyal
in the end,
I'm the only one left fighting
in the end,
it's only me alone.

...where i stood...

I dont know what i've done
Or if i like what i've begun
But something told me to run
And honey, you know me its all or none

There were sounds in my head
Little voices whispering
That i should go and this should end
And i found myself listening

See i thought love was black and white
That it was wrong or it was right
But you ain't leaving without a fight
And i think i'm just as torn inside

Coz i dont know who i am without you
All i know is thay i should
And i dont know if i could stand another hand upon you
All i know is that i should
Coz she will love you more than i could
She who dares to stand where i stood

And i wont be far from where you are if ever you should call
You meant more to me than anyone i ever loved at all
But you taught me how to trust myself and so i say to you
This is what i have to do...