~~ShaDowS QuoTe oF tHe DaY~~

LaW mAkeR sHoUlD nOt bE lAw BrEaKeR

Life fails to be perfect but never fails to be beautiful~
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~~~The aunt-sink-crow-nice syncs ein~~~

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Been playing with tweeters lately~~ kinda fun~~ plus, there's this band from San Diego called "We Shot The Moon" followed me on tweeter...so i've been looking up on their musics and it's really good!!! I like their song called "On Your Way"....

While on the way home today, in the car, suddenly something pops in my nonstop working brain...
I realized that i am very un-synchronize...or uncoordinated i guess..
  • i always talk very fast when i'm nervous or meeting new people
  • my brains think faster than me writing down the words and i end up editing the lost words that have pops in my head, which sounds really good than the edited one..LOL
  • i stuttered when i talk bcoz, as the above, my head works faster than me speaking..*sigh*
  • i still messed up my bowing because i'm too caught up in concentrating with my fingering..*cries*
  • sometimes i trip on my feet without anything to make me trip/fall...*terrified*
  • i always end up hitting something or someone when i went around...*petrified*...no wonder i have all the bruises that i didnt realize...LOL   -_-"""
 So to say...i'm a careless person...haizz~~~ *sigh*
Oh well~~

XOXO <3

~~~Brand New Eyes~~~

OMG!!!!! Paramore's new album just rocks!!!

Love the lyrics and the musics.... Just finish downloading the full album last night...

My fav song so far is My only Exception..

The lyrics is so beautiful!!! Enjoy it!



When i was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And cursed at the wind
He broke his own heart
And i watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that i promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist

But darlin,
You, are, the only exception
But, you, are, the only exception
But, you, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

Maybe i know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Or keep a straight face

And i've always lived like this
Keeping it comfortable, distance
And up until now
I'd sworn to myself that I'm content
With loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk, but

You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't let go of what's in front of me here
I know your leaving in the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

Oh

You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing.
Oh, And I'm on my way to believing.


Isnt it sweet??~~~ (n_n)


XOXO <3

A clean break~~~

Monday, September 28, 2009

It's been a while after Aidilfitri~~~ But still in the month of Syawal~~ (n_n)

Last time my rambling did sound a bit pathetic...hahhaa..*knock the head*... oh well, my brain engine havent kick-up yet..after a long time trying to suppress the thinking inside when it's boiling to get outside..hahhaa.... Just finish watching Gossip Girl Season 3 Ep1....how i miss the drama~~~ *kyaaa~~*

Been a while since i listen to SS501 too~~~ really wonder, did they really come to Malaysia last August??? *sigh*

Can't get enough of Ashley Tisdale's Guilty Pleasure, Demi Lovato's Here We Go Again, Disney Channel, MTV channel, E! channel, AFC channel and books!!!!! I want more booksss~~~

Oh ya, just bought the dress that i really like while going out with my bestfriend, Xaiey...and i also get myself a new denim jacket!!! *yeay!*...but i still miss my old black jacket... a gift from my daddy~~~ *tsk tsk tsk*

Oh well...enough for tonight~~ wanna get some beauty schleeepppp~~~~

XOXO  you noe you love me <3

WhaT iF???

Monday, September 14, 2009

Blue monday~~~ as usual....-___-............
In my hour of weakness, where i would fall for someone...i beginning to lost my logical thinking...all that fills my head is sparks of hope..that could come from just a single gesture that could mean nothing to me if i'm not infatuated with that particular person...^.^"""
I hate feeling that way eventhough sometimes it feels sublime...*sigh*
It's not that i don't want to feel it, but i feel helpless when i do...and reasons will be nothing and advice are meaningless to me...no matter what people say, i still hold on to my hopes... and i would like it if that person feels the same too...hahaha... oh well, past is past....
Thank God i have so many things around me that keep me busy and distracted...and i manage to delete you~~~ lol XP
I dont know when or who.....but no matter what people keep saying about what i believe...i'm still hoping to find my prince charming...and live happily ever after...LOL....keep dreaming on.... if i could find someone like Jacob Black, who always be there for me, keep making me laugh n smile, be my sunshine, mend my broken heart*juz a figure of speech*, fight for me, keeping me warm and safe, making me his top priority, like me the best eventhough i'm a mess, make me feel like i'm beautiful, make me feel like he couldn't live without me, understands what i'm feeling eventhough i didnt say a word, even when everything falls apart he still holding on to me.....*sigh again*
Guess it's too much to ask sometimes....hahhahaaa....
*knock head against the wall*....too absorb in Eclipse...^_^||||
I know it's inpossible to find love that didnt hurt or make u crawling in the dirt....no matter what, there will always be another element that will make it hard for u...
But still, i will keep wishing that there will be someone like Jake for me someday....hahaha..me and my silly head....just can't stop wishing....(n_n) *here we go again...roll eyes* @_@
XOXO <3

It's Alright, It's Okay~~~~

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Listening to Ashley Tisdale's new album "Guilty Pleasure" while waiting for my cake to cook~~~
 
First round of listening to the album, i'm falling in love with the song called "How do you love someone"...beautiful lyrics and catchy musics...(n_n)
Overall, her album is quite nice...worth it for waiting almost 2 hours for downloading it..lol...;p
well, not much to say today...
yesterday's violin class is a bit ok than b4...coz the admin told him that i want to learn from basic again n i told him that i may forget what he had taught me before coz i didnt touch my violin for quite sometimes before starting learning again~~~ :,(
and thankfully, he didnt rush me like before...i guess i can cope up with that much...(n_n)
Will be missing teacher kiong though :(
Oh well.....that's that...
My head is so full of twilight saga coz i'm reading the whole series again...*i cant recall for how many times already*....it took 5 days for me to finish 3 books and now i'm reading the last book.."Breaking Dawn"....cant wait to see Eclipse n Breaking Dawn turn into movie..especially Breaking Dawn...where the wedding and bella turns into vampire..finally~~~ Kyaaaa~~~ *hyper-ventilating* XP
that's all for now...(n_n)
XOXO <3